3000gt's/Stealth very own off topic thread: 3rd chapter

Cowboys FTW.

I am going to get a lot of crap for this but... football FTL...

just my opinion.. I dont like to watch it at all.. playing it is ok though

football is the only sport i can watch lately...

i'll play prettymuch anything since im so competitive, but football is the only thing that can actually hold my attention on TV

I am going to get a lot of crap for this but... football FTL...

just my opinion.. I dont like to watch it at all.. playing it is ok though


ur not gonna get crap for not liking football. i dont like baseball all that much. sure maybe april cause it's a change over from basketball and hockey, but that's it. i only know that boston is in the playoffs cause of my sis's fiancee.

u know what i hate...when there's something wrong and u say something to the person...and they ignore it like nothing's going on. or they say something. u say something back and then they ignore it like life is peachy.

neways time to get ready for work(yea first time in a while)

well green bay is/was my favorite team but the last time i watched sports was when i was 10 but i do watch the superbowl every year but thats only because it's like a holiday except that most people know why there celibrating it.

well green bay is/was my favorite team but the last time i watched sports was when i was 10 but i do watch the superbowl every year but thats only because it's like a holiday except that most people know why there celibrating it.

it is a holiday...dont you get off from skool/work the next day?


thought i'd post this here, get some feedback. i was thinking of puting this and the other 34 in a notebook and getting it published. all of what i have are songs, but take away choruses and they're...yea poems. but neways wrote this one in the last 5mins or so(since my last post...sry bout that)


all these wounds in my arm
they become my scars
and they won't go away
all of what i say
throws me around
to the ground
i fall, i fall
and i take my life
with this bloodied knife
this world is so cold
turn their back on you
like nothing's wrong
feel like you don't belong
what are you to do
but stand up bold
i cry out from my lungs
what have i done
where do i go
what do i know
dont know anything
again to begin
i've lost everythin'
what to do
to bring you back
time stands still
as it goes around
take what this world is givin
can't stand cause the room is spinnin
what is this life i'm livin
all i want is you
like a pill
you keep me down

the more feedback the better. thanks

I am going to get a lot of crap for this but... football FTL...

just my opinion.. I dont like to watch it at all.. playing it is ok though
If youve got someone to route for its different.

How can you NOT like football?

Holy crap.

http://members.cox.net/nullbearing/images/emo.gif

I'm just kidding but seriously are you? (Not meant in an offensive way)

If youve got someone to root for its different.

How can you NOT like football?

Fixed. :wink:

Yeah yeah. perfect people make mistakes sometimes. :lol:

Holy crap.

http://members.cox.net/nullbearing/images/emo.gif

I'm just kidding but seriously are you? (Not meant in an offensive way)



Fixed. :wink:

that would be funny if the guy didn't look like a geek and looked like a scene kid.

Yea so im such a freakin loser. all my talk about gettin shit faced this past wknd never happened. my friends drank i had a frickin root beer float rofl. anywho, how was everyones weekend?

oh my week end was bad ass i went hunting. BUT i only saw 2 doe... but over it was fun because i have not gone in years hell the last time i went hunting was probably the last time i saw a football game.

it is a holiday...dont you get off from skool/work the next day?


thought i'd post this here, get some feedback. i was thinking of puting this and the other 34 in a notebook and getting it published. all of what i have are songs, but take away choruses and they're...yea poems. but neways wrote this one in the last 5mins or so(since my last post...sry bout that)


all these wounds in my arm
they become my scars
and they won't go away
all of what i say
throws me around
to the ground
i fall, i fall
and i take my life
with this bloodied knife
this world is so cold
turn their back on you
like nothing's wrong
feel like you don't belong
what are you to do
but stand up bold
i cry out from my lungs
what have i done
where do i go
what do i know
dont know anything
again to begin
i've lost everythin'
what to do
to bring you back
time stands still
as it goes around
take what this world is givin
can't stand cause the room is spinnin
what is this life i'm livin
all i want is you
like a pill
you keep me down

the more feedback the better. thanks

so the song says, i wanna kill myself over a girl and i hope she'll take me back.

i like the way you put it, but i def dont like the subject:shakehead

i go hunting every year, exept last year. got some story's to tell you later

i walked up a mountain and down it. then i played 3 hard games of basketball in jimmy hendricks backyard and my legs are hurting me so good :)

um...actually it has nothing to do with a girl and killing yourself...well a lil, but not that far. not a song either...where are the choruses or the hook or the bridge...u want a song i can do that very easily(i only have 30 some-odd of them laying around)

but thank u for some feedback. i should just get a whole site and post em. too bad i cant make my own site(i know i can just dont know how)

My weekend consisted of

Oil change in blue Stealth
LCA bushing swap in blue Stealth
front subframe drop in white 3000
front subframe drop in white RT

Then one of the baddest ass steaks Ive ever made. :D

damn u stealthee...now i want some steak and potatoes(mashed of course, with some gravy)

my wkend:

saturday: bored as hell...dnt even member what i did(no not b/c i was drunk) i think i mowed the yard or did leaf blowing(ask hot3000 she might remember for me)

sunday: family party it was ok...other than my 6yr old cousin asking me to run my model trains that dont work(they do just gotta take the engine apart and clean it) it wasnt bad. saw my goddaughter and a few cousins. had some good ham and corn...would honostly rather a hot dog or burger. o and missed the Eagles winning.

i dont remember friday night either. overall i'd say 7...coulda been better.

then monday...nothing. tried to sleep and couldnt. now i'm going 26hrs strait..fun shit.

i go hunting every year, exept last year. got some story's to tell you later

i walked up a mountain and down it. then i played 3 hard games of basketball in jimmy hendricks backyard and my legs are hurting me so good :)

:eek2: u talkin aboot the guitarist?? thats cool about the hunting and all. Ive never been. Its a big thing out here, but ive never been much into it. There are people out here who just kill for the head which pisses me off to no end. I couldnt tell you how many deer carcasses ive seen at the dumpsters with no head. its frickin ridiculous. makes me sad :shakehead
But anyways, im tryna get rid of this damn headache..was in the er till 1am with my mom cuz she was in an accident on Saturday on her birthday. Some idiot rear ended her at a stop and pushed her into the intersection of whats normally a busy highway. Luckily, there wasnt anyone coming when he did it. If he had done it about 10 seconds earlier she would have gotten t-boned at the door. Though shes in a lot of pain, good news is xrays look fine. Shes got a lot of muscle spasms goin on which are causin a lot of the pain. I ended up takin the day off work to help her out.

If youve got someone to route for its different.

How can you NOT like football?

who would I root for.. I mean honestly I am from utah so.. u of u?? or byu hahaha..

I dont know.. I always hated it ever sense I was a little kid when my dad would watch it and not let me watch sunday cartoons haha

i go hunting every year, exept last year. got some story's to tell you later

i walked up a mountain and down it. then i played 3 hard games of basketball in jimmy hendricks backyard and my legs are hurting me so good :)

Yeah I go bow hunting every few years.. its fun to just get out..

p.s. I am sending you a email of a video this reminded me of.. I would post it but I can't from my work..
Jason

edit- wow I just double posted haha and sorry but your set to not recive my really cool video via email..

:eek2: u talkin aboot the guitarist?? thats cool about the hunting and all. Ive never been. Its a big thing out here, but ive never been much into it. There are people out here who just kill for the head which pisses me off to no end. I couldnt tell you how many deer carcasses ive seen at the dumpsters with no head. its frickin ridiculous. makes me sad :shakehead
But anyways, im tryna get rid of this damn headache..was in the er till 1am with my mom cuz she was in an accident on Saturday on her birthday. Some idiot rear ended her at a stop and pushed her into the intersection of whats normally a busy highway. Luckily, there wasnt anyone coming when he did it. If he had done it about 10 seconds earlier she would have gotten t-boned at the door. Though shes in a lot of pain, good news is xrays look fine. Shes got a lot of muscle spasms goin on which are causin a lot of the pain. I ended up takin the day off work to help her out.

as long as she ends up being ok that's all that matters. car is just a car, as long as no one was permanatly injured. hope she feels better. i've had that kinda birthday...it sux but makes for one hell of a memory of it

all of what i have are songs, but take away choruses and they're...yea poems.

not a song either...where are the choruses or the hook or the bridge...

if its not about a girl you want and cant have wich makes you wanna kill yourself, then what is it about? just curious, you dont have to answer if you dont want

u talkin about the guitarist??

yea:grinyes: one of my best friends lives there at his mantion. jimmy's sister owns it all now witch is my friends godmother

if its not about a girl you want and cant have wich makes you wanna kill yourself, then what is it about? just curious, you dont have to answer if you dont want



yea:grinyes: one of my best friends lives there at his mantion. jimmy's sister owns it all now witch is my friends godmother

for jimmy's mansion...that's fucking awsome.

as for what the poem is about...fucking up in life, being down on yourself and having no1 around to help or the one person who could help doesnt care. has nothing to do with a girl...u want a something to do with a girl(and in song version)

Im torn inside
i dont know what to say
i'll have to push aside
everything and be on my way
to a place i call home
with someone to talk to
where i'm not all alone
never done by you

but i still
have a will
for you

i would change my ways
just to be in your good grace
within the end of my days
i sit here and bleed
i've put my knee
down to the ground
cause i wanted you around

i hold you so close
and whoever knows
what will happen down the road
i'm so blind
all these tears in my eyes
i struggle to see the light
at the end of this long night
i wish i could hold you tight

and i still
have a will
for you

i would change my ways
just to be in your good grace
within the end of my days
i sit here and bleed
i've put my knee
down to the ground
cause i wanted you around

and hold your body against mine
and know that everything will be fine
and keep you in my mind
for the rest of my days

i would change my ways
just to be in your good grace
within the end of my days
i sit here and bleed
i've put my knee
down to the ground
cause i wanted you around

so guys.. I am looking at a 03 kia rio for 1700 bucks.. low books for 5,200 what do you think? anyone sold a kia before? hard to pull off? just want to make like 2,200 bucks on it..
any thoughts would be good thanks guys

Jason

you talkin bout buyin it and sellin it to make a profit? Sry your thread was kinda hard to understand

ha yeah sorry just to buy it and sell it..
I am just not a big fan of kia's...
Jason

Vector you are how old? 19? 20? 21?

If you are really writing these things at that age you have some deep seeded issues. If you showed them to a psychiatrists they would want to evaluate you for mental stability.

Now let me tell you. You havent even begun to see what life is really like and just how bad it can be. When you are so low you are staring the devil in the eyes and dont know how to get out, thats when you know you've hit rock bottom and are at your lowest.

Now Im not putting you down in the slightest. It just amuses me that people as young as 14 think the same way as your writings. They have no clue what life is about and just want to whine that things dont always go their way. Its the thing to do I guess.

If people actually got out, and did something with themselves then they would realize there are people MUCH worse off then they will ever be at their lowest.

Sorry for the rant/OT. Just something thats a little pet peeve of mine.

Vector you are how old? 19? 20? 21?

If you are really writing these things at that age you have some deep seeded issues. If you showed them to a psychiatrists they would want to evaluate you for mental stability.

Now let me tell you. You havent even begun to see what life is really like and just how bad it can be. When you are so low you are staring the devil in the eyes and dont know how to get out, thats when you know you've hit rock bottom and are at your lowest.

Now Im not putting you down in the slightest. It just amuses me that people as young as 14 think the same way as your writings. They have no clue what life is about and just want to whine that things dont always go their way. Its the thing to do I guess.

If people actually got out, and did something with themselves then they would realize there are people MUCH worse off then they will ever be at their lowest.

Sorry for the rant/OT. Just something thats a little pet peeve of mine.

I have to agree

i have seen 3 psychiatrists over my life. the last one, saw some of my writing(wat i had at the time). and that was 2yrs ago. i dont need anything for mental stability...the only thing i'm supposed to take is contcerta for adhd(and i never do). as for any kind of theropy...writing this stuff is my theropy. i dont really talk to many people, i dont really open up. so writting is my way of "talking"

i relize not everything goes my way. if it did, then i wouldnt have any debt to anyone, i'd have a great life, i'd be racing already, i wouldnt b working at a job that i dont much like, and i'd have a great gf...but i dont have any of that, and that's life, love it or hate it, i gotta take it.

and not all my writtings are like that...some yes, but not all. and i know what the real world is like.

truth: 12 operations and prcedures by the time i was 9, died 2x(clinacally), and have been raped. i've put up with one of the rarest birth defect that not much is even known about, to the point that when i was born there was no way to fix it, not untill i was 5 was it corrected. when i was born the life expectancy for a person with my birth defect was 20(yea i'd b dead)

life sux sometimes, i deal with it my way. i cant speak for the 14yr olds that feel like what i write, but i'd never hurt myself, mentally i am very stable. untill i was 18 i had a large chip on my shoulder like everyone and everything hated me and i showed no respect towards anybody but friends that respected me.

other than incission scars from operations and the bullet wound in my leg...u cant find any scars on me. like i said i'd never hurt myself...i'm not like that, some people are, and i have met a few, but i get chills seeing scars on other people fom cutting or w/e they do. people that do that are the one's that need help. and it's sad to say i'm decent friends with one and i never woulda guessed that she did based on the way she is now.


o and as for the last thing i posted...that song, the bleeding was b/c i acutally had a bloody nose when i wrote it...i get them every wk, almost on a schedule, do for one 2morrow

FOR ALL YOU FOOTBALL FANS GET READY TO LAUGH!! (Except the Irish Fans)

http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1780723

If the kia looks good on the outside then it will most likely sell, if not then it prob wont be worth the trouble. You will get some calls just because its good on gas though.

u want the devil staring in your eyes b4 u think you're at rock bottom. how bout a warrant for your arrest. that's where i'm at. couldnt pay a ticket. couldnt pay it and the late fee. so now VA is connecting with NJ and i'm expcting the cops to show up at my door sometime this week or next. i broke down 2wks ago. said some things to someone i care about that i shouldnt have said. i'm in a rut. i'm broken right now as i type this...i have nothing left.

i'll b back on here sometime. i need to figure out where i'm at in life and what's going on with it. i fucked myself real good over a young woman. and it sux that it's 6wks too late. i've always bottled everything up inside and i can't take it anymore.

out

A warrant out for your arrest is NOTHING.

Staring the devil, himself, in the eyes, I havent done it. I havent even come close to rock bottom. But I've watched a very good friend of mine go thru some major shit. You've got NOTHING on him. He has/had a warrant out for his arrest and that is the least of his worrys.

He's finally making things right, seeing life for what it is. Realizing things hes done to push people away. 6 weeks, shit hes 6 years too late on some things. Hes had so many opportunites and has blown them all because of his vices.

Just realize, you arent even close to staring the devil in the eyes. If that time ever does come, you will look back on times like now and laugh at just how insignificant these times are.

BTW, if you would have just called the DMV, they would have arranged payments. Ive done that more than once.

Vectorspecialist:

Hey man Im not here to rag on you, just a suggestion.

If you're so in debt, couldn't you sell one/both of your hella-expensive-to-keep-up-with cars and pick up some late 90's Civic? Yea it might ruin your dreams of racing or whatever, but don't you think you need to get some of your stuff straightened out first? I mean, you can't race if your busy bein arrested.

...Unless of course you're keeping the cars to race for money, in which case best of luck to you with that and God's Speed...Literally lol

hey vector.. i got a kia for sale haha good gas mileage.. wink wink haha just messing have not got it yet

I hate to rub it in but Stealthee said something that rings soooo true to me. I got Chron's Disease when I was 19. Up until then I had been healthy, a little overweight, but healthy. The symptoms came on very gradually. Gradual enough that I didn't bother to see anyone since I thought, like everything else, it would go away. It didn't and I got so depressed because I felt like crap, couldn't eat, and I was constantly in pain. The pain was so bad that I have bled from my pours and nearly passed out. I had become so depressed that I just didn't care. I managed to hide the condition from my family. I figured I had something that was going to kill me and I was just going to let it do it. I never contemplated suicide but I felt that if something were to kill that wouldn't be so bad. After moving back here to Utah I lost 100 pounds in a month because I couldn't eat. I had become pale and could no longer hide my condition and was forced by my family to see a doctor. They diagnosed me and then proceeded to do no good and I just continued to get worse. I did my own research and changed my diet. I began taking herbal medications. I got better but I was too late. I had a blockage that I didn't know about. My changes made me feel better but I still felt somewhat depressed and had become VERY introverted. I managed to get into a car accident and lost my favorite car. It was a crappy experience that lasted about a half of a year dealing with the courts and still managed to only get $1,200 for a $7,000 car. I ended up with a car I hated because I couldn't afford to keep paying for a rental and the other guys insurance company cut me off without my knowledge. The place they decided to store the car at sold all the parts off the car before they had the title. I had a series of crappy jobs with crappy bosses. I got a hernia and later my gut began to stick out and my legs began to swell. It all came to a point one night at work when my bowel burst. I had to go to emergency and have sections of my intestines removed. My thyroid no longer functions normally, my liver had failed, and the kidneys were shutting down. I also had blood clots in my lungs. Had I waited one more day I would have died and they only gave me a 50/50 chance of surviving the sugary. I stayed in the hospital for three weeks and after getting out I couldn't walk very well since I hadn't walk very much for about a month and I had atrophy. I have a bag that crap into right now so my lower section can heal. I'll have that until about February. I weighed 110 after getting out of the hospital and I'm 6' 2", not good. Two weeks later I was doing well but some other symptoms came on and gradually over a week I lost motor control. I couldn't walk, feed myself, or even talk. I had to go to emergency again. I had "deathly" low levels of calcium and magnesium. According to the doctor they were so low I should have been a vegetable or dead.

I'm out of the hospital, I'm allowed to lift 50 pounds so I can work on my cars, I get rid of this stupid bag in February, I now weigh 160 pounds. I also have the ambition and drive to do things and I eat like there is no tomorrow. I feel better than I've felt for seven years. Now I damn near 27 and I have no job thanks to this, medical bills out the ass, no health insurance, and I have been through hell and back.

All the way through that I always said that someone has it worse and NEVER have I complained or felt sorry for myself. Things can get better, don't wallow in your misery because it will do you no good. Now I can only hope that I can show my nieces and nephews that I'm a nice guy, not some grumpy asshole that never participates in anything.

Poly, I only had an inkling of your condtion. I had no idea it was that bad. I am glad you posted the story though. Maybe vector or someone like him will read it and really understand they dont have it bad at all. Good luck on a full recovery.

And vector one more thing. You talk about losing your girl. Obviously we all know who that was. You guys were together for a few weeks. Give me a fucking break. Go talk to someone who drove there wife of 19 years away because they had a gambling compulsion and couldnt stop. Then only when it was too late did they realize just what they had done. No offense man but you really need to grow up.

Im 27 and I still have ALOT of growing up to do myself. Im no where near perfect and never will be. I do what it takes to get by in life. My job sucks and sure I bitch about it. But I dont wallow in it. My love life or lack there of sucks. And once again sure I bitch about it, but I dont wallow in it. I have posted alot over here about it, but only to get other POV's.

See man, Ive got a younger brother (22) and a cousin I see regularly (19) so I know the mentality of that age range. My cousin comes to me alot because he has no other big brother character to go to. I've probably pissed him off with some of the things Ive told him. I've told him, as well as my brother that flat out, they need to grow the fuck up. Both of them think only about themselves. I am sure I was probably the same way, and I was told the same thing by an older "big brother" figure.

So in closing, read what I've typed and dont take it as me putting you down. Take it to heart as "big brother" advice. Poly's already proven there are people MUCH worse off than you think you are. If I posted about some things I went thru in my childhood, youd also rethink some of you view points.

Have a good night, I am going to bed where I should have been hours ago.

poly and stealthee, from the bottom of my heart..... THANK YOU!!

Hello everyone. AF rules

Seriously though vector, when I think of someone who's in a financial deficit, I don't picture someone who owns 2 cars, let alone a TT stealth and a porsche. I think that a lot of your problems (at least financially) must come from not having your priorities straight/poor judgement. I mean, apparently to you owning both of your cars is more important than selling one so you will at least be able to start paying back the money you owe to all these people. If you actually KNEW that you NEEDED that money, you could price both of those cars to go fairly quickly. I dunno what kind of condition your TT is in but i've viewed your page for the porsche. You could sell them priced at 1500 for the porsche and 4000 for the TT. You could probably get rid of them within a few days, sure you'd only be makin 5500 off of both of your cars, but you obviously NEED the money more than you need those cars...Think about it man.

guys.. this is cool that we are helping a brother out.. but at this point it seems more like preaching.. the good news is that vector is reading what you wright.. (bassed on his responce's) and the cool news is that he gets to eather take it or leave it.. so lets let him figure out what it is that he wants.. cause maybe he want's to sit in this rut for a while.. and that would be freakin cool for him too cause he will have a lot of stuff to learn from.. and maybe he will look at his life and what he is doing and make a differant choice and that would be freakin cool too cause he would still have a bunch of things to learn from.. It is his choice now though so I vote let him choose what he wants..

good luck vector

Jason

Hello everyone. AF rules


whats up buddy! welcome to the forums.. and your right.. AF does RULE!! haha

All I have to say about this is you guys are all correct in what you're saying I couldnt tell you how many times Ive told him to just shut up and deal with it that things could be a lot worse. Ive been through worse times and know how it is but I dont go complaining or whining to everyone who doesnt want to hear it. Anyways, I guess he'll learn from it and yea like you said Stealthee, when something else comes along or once he gets through it for that matter he'll look back and realize, hey, it wasnt that bad. I mean seriously, you dont see me on here everyday bitching about all the problems I have and boo hooing over a relationship that didnt work out. What pisses me off is the fact that hes doing all this and being immature about it all. I was with a guy for 2 years before I met him and we were supposed to get married but you dont hear me whining to everyone about how pitiful my life is right now. Just get over it Vector, seriously, and grow up.

guys.. this is cool that we are helping a brother out.. but at this point it seems more like preaching.. the good news is that vector is reading what you wright.. (bassed on his responce's) and the cool news is that he gets to eather take it or leave it.. so lets let him figure out what it is that he wants.. cause maybe he want's to sit in this rut for a while.. and that would be freakin cool for him too cause he will have a lot of stuff to learn from.. and maybe he will look at his life and what he is doing and make a differant choice and that would be freakin cool too cause he would still have a bunch of things to learn from.. It is his choice now though so I vote let him choose what he wants..

good luck vector

Jason

:1:

weve said enough, lets go on to the next subject

whats the most daring thing you have ever done?

told my GF no.. haha


just kidding haha IDK thats a hard one

weve said enough, lets go on to the next subject

whats the most daring thing you have ever done?

Raced a modded Tras-Am in my mom's base Altima lol



I was ridin around with my gf (back before I had a car of my own; she's my fiance now) and this trans am pulls up next to us at a red light. My gf (having no idea the difference in power/doesnt care if we won or lost) rolls down the window and yells over to the other guy "wanna race?" cuz she's fun and outgoing like that...So anyway I was like :banghead: great. So the guy looks at us like we're crazy and revs his engine. Light turns green blah blah he's 300 yards down the road before we finish crossing the intersection. But it was fun.

Refused to back down from 5 guys wanting to kick my ass all at once. I was by myself... damn my ego, i shoulda just walked away but couldn't... the told me to, so i told them, "you already know You're going to kick my ass, but how many guys are gonna go down with me" Then i got punched in the face, broke some kids jaw, bloodied another ones nose, then the cops came, arested the 5 of em for mob action, and i walked away w/ only a black eye... so i won the fight? :P

Most daring I have done is when I decided to be a family man. Anyone that knows me thought I'd never get marrieeeeed, I was a true badass and ran with some people I wouldn't want around my kid. So becoming a husband and a father was my most daring act.

weve said enough, lets go on to the next subject

whats the most daring thing you have ever done?

Hmmm, probably jacked off and half way through I just quit. :icon16:

J/k


I'm with Jason, this is a hard one.

Most daring I have done is when I decided to be a family man. Anyone that knows me thought I'd never get marrieeeeed, I was a true badass and ran with some people I wouldn't want around my kid. So becoming a husband and a father was my most daring act.

*applause*

Hmmm, probably jacked off and half way through I just quit. :icon16:

J/k


I'm with Jason, this is a hard one.

Ha that's not daring that just makes you irritable. Well, I guess it does take balls to stop half way through...Then again, I guess you gotta have balls to get it started in the first place.

Ha that's not daring that just makes you irritable. Well, I guess it does take balls to stop half way through...Then again, I guess you gotta have balls to get it started in the first place.
Thats hilarious

I once swam across the York River. :-) and Im not that great a swimmer lol. Its a good memory though.

FOR ALL YOU FOOTBALL FANS GET READY TO LAUGH!! (Except the Irish Fans)

http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1780723


hahaha, love it

its the truth, ND is the only team who can have 5 losses and still be ranked in the top 5

of course, i'm a huge Crimson Tide fan, so that explains a lot why I think thats funny

was it just me or has AF been down all morning?
Jason

^^It was down for me as well.

Down for me also

i'd love to sell the stealth...my parents wont let me. how f'd up is that. i made the choice to sell it like 2wks ago. when my dad and friend came to Va to pick me up they said that the stealth isnt being sold it's being put in storage so that in 20yrs i can sell it and make some money. like an investment. i dont want that i just want to clear my f'n debt and they wont let me.

it was down for me as well...thought i actually got banned

but thanks guys. after the last post i sat and stared at the wall(literally) for like 3hrs or so. came to relize what i have and that i'll deal with it. thought about who and what i want in my life. there's only one choice that i'm unsure of(tho u can't be sure of anything). i kinda broke down staring at the wall, and basically said wtf do i have to complain about...i've had worse times in my life i'll get thru it. and probably for the first time in like 6wks i was able to breathe a sigh of relief.

now i just sit and play forza 2 and listen to music all day till i go to work at night. which the jobs sux, but o well, it gives me an income.

wat's sum of you guys/gal favorite bands or singers to listen to?

also relized that u guys might have a hard outside, but u honostly can care about someone...that all but one hasn't met, thanks people

friends coming with his 300xz tt 2morrow some pics and vids to b made, he might b getting his friend to bring his vr4 too, i'll try to get some pics posted

Vector music is a huge helper, more than you know. I was down a few months back and all I did when I got home was fired up my media player and put it on shuffle.

The gaming will help keep your mind off things as well. The one night I came home in a not so great mood and just put in GTA Vice City to drive around and fuck people up. :lol:

Im also glad to see that maybe, just maybe, I got thru to you with what I posted.