whats the point?

[darkness]

as the title says. whats the point of anything?

I just feel as the moment that anything I do is pointless. I pretty much can't do anything useful that will get me anywhere.

I think it's time to get plastered.

[tazdev]

sounds good. When and where?

[darkness]

tonight, Spectres place

[speediva]

Originally posted by darkness
tonight, Spectres place

Shame I can't join.

I know what it's like to feel like less than nothing. Getting plastered works for a few hours, but is by no means a permanent solution. I know I personally hate writing, but when I really need it, I write a letter addressed to no one and given to no one that lets me sort out my mind. Just a thought.

[darkness]

thanks Tangie. I used to write a lot of poetry, but I stopped for a while and when I've gone back to try I just can't do it anymore, I've lost the ability.

And I feel I'm losing control too. example is this guy who used to be my friend but started going out with my ex. I was at a party and he was there, but the stupid thing was I wanted to kick his ass. I was so close I had to leave.

[tazdev]

Originally posted by darkness
tonight, Spectres place

what time?


can I come?












please

[taranaki]

That's the whole point....There is no point.you will find as you get older that life is little more than a sexually transmitted disease.It's a hideous malady,and usually results in greying of hair,wrinkling of skin,loss of memory,loss of dignity,and ignominious death.
This process is accelerated by the twin demon side effects,marriage and children.When your best years have passed,the grey hair starts to make its appearance, and misery sets in.
You take stock of where you have been,what you have seen,what you should have learnt but didn't,and the pitiful collection of worn and tatty chattels that you laughingly call possesions.You realise that every weekday you must haul you bulbous ass off the bed once more and drag yourself off to a job that you hate for money that you will never see,let alone spend.Apathy sets in,and you sit alone in the lounge after dark,your life only illuminated by the output from your monitor.You think to yourself why am I bothering to write this shit?does anybody give a fuck anyway?You know deep down that while you may get a brief display of mourning from your family and friends,throwing yourself in front of a train would serve only as a tawdry parting gesture.

you are condemned to a further forty years or so of this wretched existence until you either die of natural causes or are shuffled gently into the retirement village and visited only as guilt relief.

The future looks awful guys,go round to spectre's place and enjoy the present while it lasts.Get pissed and play loud music at 3.am until some crusty old bastard calls noise control.It's the only sadistic and petty little victory left for the sad old gits to enjoy.

[tazdev]

Originally posted by taranaki
That's the whole point....There is no point.you will find as you get older that life is little more than a sexually transmitted disease.It's a hideous malady,and usually results in greying of hair,wrinkling of skin,loss of memory,loss of dignity,and ignominious death.
This process is accelerated by the twin demon side effects,marriage and children.When your best years have passed,the grey hair starts to make its appearance, and misery sets in.
You take stock of where you have been,what you have seen,what you should have learnt but didn't,and the pitiful collection of worn and tatty chattels that you laughingly call possesions.You realise that every weekday you must haul you bulbous ass off the bed once more and drag yourself off to a job that you hate for money that you will never see,let alone spend.Apathy sets in,and you sit alone in the lounge after dark,your life only illuminated by the output from your monitor.You think to yourself why am I bothering to write this shit?does anybody give a fuck anyway?You know deep down that while you may get a brief display of mourning from your family and friends,throwing yourself in front of a train would serve only as a tawdry parting gesture.

you are condemned to a further forty years or so of this wretched existence until you either die of natural causes or are shuffled gently into the retirement village and visited only as guilt relief.

The future looks awful guys,go round to spectre's place and enjoy the present while it lasts.Get pissed and play loud music at 3.am until some crusty old bastard calls noise control.It's the only sadistic and petty little victory left for the sad old gits to enjoy.

too many words to read. Can I please get a summary there Mr T?

Neigbours are too far away here to complain

Look at the time, it's beer o'clock again

[taranaki]

Originally posted by tazdev


too many words to read. Can I please get a summary there Mr T?

Neigbours are too far away here to complain

Look at the time, it's beer o'clock again

THE OLDER YOU GET,THE MORE LIFE SUCKS...ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN,THERE IS NO POINT TO IT.

[darkness]

Originally posted by taranaki


THE OLDER YOU GET,THE MORE LIFE SUCKS...ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN,THERE IS NO POINT TO IT.

Don't tell me that, at least try and keep hope going it's the only thing I got left.

I mean I'm 23, going bald already, and pudgy as hell. I aint got a whole lot to look forward to.

and I'm currently pissed off my tree. though I seem to still be typing pretty well.

[Spec2 Girl]

Well thanks everyone for totally depressing me this early on a Saturday morning. Think I might just go and get my belly button pierced now.




btw Darkness, I thought there was a purpose in life for you. Isn't that why you created the Hassle Spec2 Girl Club??????

[wickedG20]

Originally posted by darkness
as the title says. whats the point of anything?

I just feel as the moment that anything I do is pointless. I pretty much can't do anything useful that will get me anywhere.

I think it's time to get plastered.

I know how it feels. There are good times and there are bad times in life. You lose some, you win some. you feel miserable today, you feel better tommorow.

And then the process is repeated. That's the game of life

[taranaki]

Originally posted by Spec2 Girl
Well thanks everyone for totally depressing me this early on a Saturday morning. Think I might just go and get my belly button pierced now.

Sorry,friend,but your favourite song says it all for me.


"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter



If you read these lyrics carefully,you can almost see into my world.And to the guy who says things will be better tomorrow................

........one day there will be no tomorrow.

[tazdev]

tommorow never comes. It is always 1 day away

[darkness]

Originally posted by taranaki

"In The End"

Wow T is quoting Linkin Park.

anyway I don't know why I'm posting this, but here goes.

"The Rage"

He is very quiet
keeps his emotions to himself.
Nothing seems to affect him
Alway calm and happy
But this is only a cover
Nobody knows the struggle
That rages on inside
Everything is bottled up
His anger and frustration
His sadness and his pain
It grows and builds
Only his will keeps it in check
He cannot allow himself to break
To do so would cause chaos
An unconfined fury
But he can never release it
It would drive him insane
His soul becoming empty
A dark void dead of emotion
He longs to care
Hopes to once feel love
But the hope is draining
Leaving him alone
In a cloud of despair
He does not know where to turn
Must he face this alone
Standing only with his will
Becoming hard as steel
And just as cold
As the rage roars on
Tearing him asunder
From the inside out.


Read into it what you will.....