that feelin

[Chiquae07]

have you ever had that feeling
somethin must be wrong
somethin cant be right
that feelin that what ever happens
whether its good or bad
always kicks you afterwards?
that feeling
that when you dont eat
you still arent hungry
that feelin
that every choice
makes things worse
that feelin
that nothin you do is important
that feelin
that nobody seems to care
that feelin
that you're left in the dark
that feelin
that everyone is left in the dark
and none will actually listen
that feelin
that people look at you
and see-thru like cellophane
that feelin
that everyone around you
is blurry
that feelin
that you cant get enough
pain
that feelin
everything about your life
is artifical
that feelin
is somethin i cant explain

im just pissed and needed a place to vent

[72chevelleOhio]

Did you just make all this up or is it from something?

Feeling unknown and your all alone
Flesh and bone by the telephone

Personal jesus?

Don't worry if your mad, theres always someone more pissed than you.
If your sad, there is always someone more depressed then you.
If your feeling like a retard, theres always someone more stupider then you...wait..

[Chiquae07]

^^lol.

i cant stand this shit. i pick up a girl from the mall or something, and she says they got a boyfriend. i usually make a joke about it, and dont pay it no mind. it then comes later on to haunt me, as most of them that said they had a boyfriend, actually did. they will run around with me for about a month, but then break it off, as they say they are feeling guilty. but will remember me if something happens to their relationship. go figure. i cant stand waiting around for someone. it just doenst feel right. so its on to the next girl, and its the same ol thing over again. its really annoying.

[jon@af]

I can understand being annoyed with the circumstances, but overall it's more bad luck than anything (if you ask me).

If you'd really rather not repeat the cycle that you seem to be stuck in, why not end things before they begin after you find out she has a boyfriend? Then, when you find someone who doesn't have a boyfriend, you'll be in a position to move forward in a more positive manner.

[Knifeblade]

Either that or consider her disposable, sheesh, save the angst.

[Knifeblade]

After all, isn't she considering you just a s disposable???????? Good grief.

[Chiquae07]

Originally Posted by J_Swigz

I can understand being annoyed with the circumstances, but overall it's more bad luck than anything (if you ask me).

If you'd really rather not repeat the cycle that you seem to be stuck in, why not end things before they begin after you find out she has a boyfriend? Then, when you find someone who doesn't have a boyfriend, you'll be in a position to move forward in a more positive manner.

ill give it a shot, but idk how well it will work. about 90% of girls say they have a boyfriend to shit test you. its pretty ridiculous if you ask me. it just turns up that Ive been hitting up the 10% that isn't lieing. dammit statistics.

[scoobytuff]

Give it time. Something will come along. It's like when you really want a car but have no idea what kind you want. If you pick up the first seemingly good deal, you'll probably end up with someone elses headache. Know what you want then go from there. Don't be so desperate, it'll get you every time.