Crashing my Cabrio :(

[lore_thegreat]

I hit a sign-post and a cement object. A foot or more from crashing into a glass wall store. The object lost its form, shape, and value at the end, but its purpose, i want to believe, it was to safe me from end up being sued for thousands of money for store damages... lol
Today i went to my car to pick up things i left inside but it just felt wrong to sit in the drivers sit again and staring at the airbags made me want to cry but had to hold it cus the guy from the towing place was there... ahhh.. it's terrible.
Fortunately nothing happened to me, besides some bruces and minor cuts in my left arm, i would say. But DAMN IT, this really sux... my beautiful baby is done and i cant do anything about it... but ask myself why did this happen? would've i been able to avoid that? and actually knowing the answers to this questions i try to hide them, deny, and block them... much of the blame hinders me now cus very efficient as the machine it was, more dependable than the laws of physics, as trustworthy as any archangel there was my car for me and i destroyed it...