Ever feel like the world hates you?

[KatWoman]

I guess we all do at some point and now it's my turn

Feels like lately nothing is going right. We finally got the AC working right on my car after a year, but for the last 2 weeks or so has decided to overheat. Alex's radiator on his Neon crapped out day before yesterday, then mine crapped out yesterday. I had just replaced my hoses, thermostat and cap. Fortunately we have 1 spare radiator from a parted Neon, but we still had to shell out $$ to get a second one. My car is driveable for short distances at least until we replace mine.

Also I got a nice chunk of money from Alex, as reimbursement for stuff I put on my credit card for him when he went thru a 4 month unemployment period last year. So I put it toward my card thinking I am finally gettting a good start on paying that off....then my car has to take a costly shit on me. And I have already spend $300 on it in the last week between maintainence and parts breaking.

Also too, ever feel like you lose touch with your friends? One of our buddies cut everyone off, no one knows why, but I know that's his problem..no skin off my back. Another buddy of ours, always seems to have plans, even if I call him 5 days before the weekend to see what he is up to. He's a great guy but when I call him sometimes I feel like he cuts me short on the phone, but if Alex calls him, he'll talk to alex and return his calls. I tried to think if I may have said or done something to offend him but I can't really come up with anything. I have asked him before if I did and he always says 'No'. With some of our other firends, I am starting to feel like they are really Alex's friends and that I am just the tag a long fiancee. Even on nights alex has other plans, I try to get the rest of the group together to do something, but no one calls me back...and they sometimes end up getting together and going out without me. Most of our friends are guys and Alex is cool with me going out with them when he's not around...and they all know this too. Alex and I trust each other and know where we stand. He knows I would never try anything with our friends. And our friends know this too. I just wanna hang out and not be stuck at home on a Friday/Sat. nite when Alex is gone. I've told him how this makes me feel, but he seems to cast it off as I am too much of a worrywart.

Pretty soon, I am gonna be taking on a second job so I can get my bills paid off faster. Alex wants to get into a newer house which will mean more $$ there. So that's gonna suck trying to hold down 2 jobs and maintaining what's left of a social life.

As I pay bills, something else seems to go to shit and thats more $$ out the door.

Overall life just seems to suck right now. I know things with money will get better. But with our friends, I hope it's just a busy phase everyone's going thru.


Ok I am done running my mouth about my woes now

[speediva]

Life's a bitch.... and so's my car. Looks like I'm gonna be forking out $$$ for a new O2 sensor and new distributor cap. And I get to go buy a motorcycle so I have a way to get to work so I can somewhat afford to buy the bike and parts.

About your friends, I went through it all to a lesser degree for the last 3 months due to an ex and I breaking up. Suddenly no one would call me back, and if I asked what they were doing, they'd say nothing and then I find out they ALL went out without me. I finally said Fuck'em. So I met up with Ric who is a member on here just about 5 nights a week, and I spent a lot more time on here. Loser of a life, sure, but who gives a damn? We really are a tight-knit community for being a forum, and I've had plenty of good times making pointless posts at ungodly hours of the morning. It's worked out. Now I'm finally "cool" enough to talk to again, but I don't know that I wanna bother.

Actually, most of my attitude here comes from the fact that I got 2.5 hours of sleep last night, plus a 2 hour nap in the evening. Oh, and then I got yanked into going out with my friend, her soon-to-be fiancee, and my lovely asshole of an ex. So I sat in a miserable, smelly bowling alley for 3.5 hours for cosmic bowling which I didn't want to do in the first place. I'm going to bed now before I pull out the streamers for my pointless pity party.

[KatWoman]

ANd thank God for forums I guess I would really been pullin my hair out if I didn't have something to do.

Well I hope things do pick up again. It is getting hot here now....like 108+ hot and will be for the next 5 months, and no one feels like driving anywhere when it's still 91 at 10pm. Oh well, guess we'll see what happens.

[VideoNasty]

actually for once in my life Im finacially great.....freind-wise great.......and boyfreind wise abosolutely perfect


but the pnuemonia i've had since sunday has been killer, I finally went to the doctor this morning cause 5 days of waking up screaming and gasping for air..dragging myself thru a full day of work, was just getting a little rediculous, so was the nausea, fever, headaches, coughing, etc, and so on

but it is nice to know that Im not going crazy like my mom told me i was ('just breath Anna, its not that hard' I hate it when you are in legitamate pain and noone believes you, she did this when I fell off my horse when I was 12 and broke my collar bone, I was screaming about my shoulder being broken, I didn't damn know what a collarbone was at that age, and she finally took me to the emergency room late that night about 5 hours after the fact!)


good luck on everyone elses problems, we've all been there and can relate! just keep your heads up! and remember It could always be worse!!!

[Spec2 Girl]

As everyone else has said, I totally know how you feel. Sometimes it just feels like everything’s going wrong and everyone’s out to make your life hell. Things seem to be going OK for us at the moment (touch wood ) and when I get my car back tomorrow that will just complete it. Everyone has those rough patches, but fortunately things turn around and start to get better and then you have a run of good luck. Hang in there and wait for that run of luck to start coming your way again.