I wanna die

#1 10-31-2005, 12:25 PM

a week and a half ago some punk ass bitch was caught messin with my 6 year old daughter. He had his hands around her throat tryin to get her to go into tha woods. He was yelling at her to pull her pants down and play with his ..ck..... He was grabing at her parts. I wanna die. How could this happen to her. She is a baby. Now I am goieng through police, and cort dates, ect..... Tha parents of this prick is threating to sue me for slander and shit. I told my mom and 1 week later she had a heartattack. Really bad one. She had baloons put in her heart and shit. Then tha day after surgery, she leaves tha hospitol. checked herself out aganist tha doctors wishes. She refuses to check her blood suger, or change her diet. She is only 46. I am affraid I am gonna loose her early, before her time. She is giving up. Daddy is a walking zombie, dosent talk, smile, eat, ect....I sorta feel it is my fault she had this one, as it was my fault she had one at 32. I was a bad kid, stressed her out too much. And now I had to drop a bomb on her head, and stressed her out that much more. If it is not one thing it is another. Why is this happening to my family, why wont it stop. I cant sleep. All I do is warry about this bull shit, I wanna die, but I cant, I have 2 kids that need me. I try keeping this shit to myself, but it seems to make it worse.....

tenguzero · #2 10-31-2005, 01:34 PM

Don't direct all your anger inward, as you're doing now -- it'll only make things more difficult for you. First off, no matter HOW stressful a child you may have been, there's no way that was a reason for your mother's heart attack at 32. That just seems too young for something like that to happen unless the person already has an existing condition, in which case the only deserved fault is the one that belongs to biology.

You should turn your anger outward, and channel it into something -- in this case your pursuit for justice against this prick who wronged you and your child. I can guarantee these parents of his and their legal aid will think a lot harder about taking up a fight against a pissed off mother, than one in the throes of self-loathing and woe. Let them try to hit you up for slander or whatnot -- you know you're in the right, the perpetrator knows what he did, and, if need be, the testimony of a 6 year old girl as to exactly what happened will probably trump all in the eyes of a judge and jury.

#3 10-31-2005, 02:19 PM

I took my daughter in for a video interview friday. So she wont have to take tha stand in front of a bunch of people. I got tha boy kicked out of school. He is now in alternative school out of our town. Oh, I am pissed, verry pissed. My dad in law had to hide his gun from me. I was goieng for it. I was gonna hurt that boy. Dad in law convinced me to let tha cops handle it. Hell, tha cop told me to take him out in tha woods and shoot him. When I told him I couldent do that he told me he could....It is just that every thing seems to be happening all at once, and it is fucking with me hard.

-Jayson- · #4 10-31-2005, 02:22 PM

im so sorry to hear that, just wait. That punk ass bitch mother fucking child rapist will get his fill in prison. The most hated people in prison arent the murders or theives, its the child rapist. That guy is gonna get raped and beat almost every day of his life while he is in prison. To bad thats not enough, if i could i would personally kill every child rapist.

-Josh- · #5 10-31-2005, 02:52 PM

I'm so sorry to hear this and i can't imagine what you're going through, the best thing you can do is to keep your composure and be strong for your child more than anything. Help them rather than be mad at the situation, try not to let your frustration show around your daughter. Just let things play out the way they should, everything will be ok. That and pray every night.

quteasabutton · #6 10-31-2005, 03:03 PM

*hug* i'm so sorry to hear about that i agree with jayson, those are the WORST people. is your daughter ok? i know you've had problems with this area before, is there any other place u could go? i hope you family is ok and if u ever need someone to talk to just PM me

eversio11 · #7 10-31-2005, 04:20 PM

That's the single most horrible fucking thing I've ever read. What the fuck, I feel terrible now.

Jet-Lee · #8 10-31-2005, 05:28 PM

You're in Texas. I'm not too far away. I've got a really good idea how you feel. You got PM.

2.2 Straight six · #9 11-01-2005, 12:36 AM

if anything like that heppened to any kid, let alone one of mine (if i had them), they would be buried the same day i caught them, by me.

thats fucked up. is your daughter ok ?

so did you catch that prick ? i swear i woulda sluaghtered the bastard if i was in your position.

i cant really leave my house after it gets real dark around here, in the last year we've had one guy almost beaten to death by three guys with baseball bats an one guy raped here.

the world is all fucked up.

Officer Redneck · #10 11-01-2005, 12:58 AM

I'm sorry to hear what has happened to your daughter. I used to work at a hospital with kids from 7 to 17. Sadly, this is not a localized problem and it happens everywere. Someone who touches/abuses a child is the lowest form of puke in the world. It also carries a punishment that is nowere near as severe as it should be. I hope the bastard gets the max in a prison were the inmates feel about child molesters the way they do around here. The only thing that helps is for those of you that believe in Karma here is a story: While working at a the hospital, we had a 13 year old girl that was molested for 5 years by her fathers friend. On his day in court, he was found innocent because of lack of evidence. After the findings were announced, he left the courtroom and died of a heartattack on the steps. So even though the system is fucked at times, God knows what to do with the pukes of the world.

AlmostStock · #11 11-01-2005, 01:09 AM

This was not your fault. Your job now is to take care of your daughter and see that this guy gets what he deserves. I wish you and your daughter the best.

2.2 Straight six · #12 11-01-2005, 01:24 AM

just think, the life expectancy of a this kind of person in prison is under one week...

...and damn right.

Jet-Lee · #13 11-01-2005, 11:01 AM

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Originally Posted by 2.2 Straight six

just think, the life expectancy of a this kind of person in prison is under one week...

...and damn right.

Unless the job goes wrong, then they get put into Protective Custody and aren't allowed with the other inmates, which makes it really hard for a job to be carried out, unless you've got a wide range of friends.

fairladyz_gt-r · #14 11-02-2005, 03:26 AM

OH SHIZE!! I am very very sorry to hear what happen...Hope your daughter is okey...Just be calm, dont do anything stupid, ur kids need u home with them then the jackass dead and u in prision...let the police take care of this...

fredjacksonsan · #15 11-02-2005, 11:34 AM

Hang in there, Karma. Everyone else has already said how he'll get his. My daughter is 6 also, and I don't know how you didn't take out that s.o.b. when you caught him. Heinous, he deserves to rot.

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