Dead inside

[-Davo]

as I sit here typing this, my hands are shaking, my heart is broken...my soul is on fire.

The only girl I have ever loved has left.

Just when I thought I found something to hold, to treasure, to love, it's gone. I can't keep what I can't hold.

Even the tears running down my face mean more than everything I have.

I'm so depressed.

Just like that, it ended...The most depressing SMS message I ever got. Yes, a SMS...

Just as everything was going perfect, it's over.

Please excuse me while my russian friend calls me.

[-Josh-]

What was the message man??

I'm sorry to hear that, i can't imagine what you're probably going through, but alcohol isn't the answer. I hope you're ok man.

[mysatilac]

Been there, its a low point, now the only thing left is for things to get better,
It could be worse i've had a girl I really cared about start goin with my buddy behind my back, he stole the number out of my phone, some friend, I lost a friend and a girl,

With time you can beat this, dont let it beat you,

All I can say is I'm sorry and I hope things get better soon,

[Cl0ak]

Sucks ass bro hope shit works out better, we all end up in that position at some point don't let it get you too down..which is impossible..

[riccbhard]

Been through. Time will heal it.

[Mediocrity]

Same thing just happened to me yesterday...

I was feelin bad for myself over not being able to be there for her and she dumps me for feeling down too much... *shrugs*

Tryin to move on.

[crayzayjay]

I'm sorry to hear that man. It is low of her to let you know like that.

You'll get over it.

[dirtydx]

an SMS message? man that is so lame... sorry to hear about that..

[drewh4386]

You will know when the time comes to get better. It all depends on how much $h1t you want to put up with. I had a similar situation a year ago go. I'm better now. Well about 85-95%.

It takes a minute. Find something that occupies your time. (you're probably thinking you can't. but YOU CAN!) Weither it be working or a hobby, do it. (NO SAD MUSIC!!)

The less you dwell the faster you'll be swell LOL!! I know its hard and you probably thinks theres no tomorrow, but there is. Everyday you fight the pain is another day you'll be stronger.
Or take oz's future advice. I'm still thinking about it.

You won't forget about her, but you will forget the pain you are going thru. And you will remember how you heart felt during that period of time.

[-Davo]

hey guys, i'm at uni at the moment...


The message said something like "i've been thinking about us all day n i can't stand the distance, i'm sorry, but i just cant stand the distance i need some space, just give me till the end of the weeek, i'm sorry"

I didn't argue, I just broke down...

Turns out, she's scared of her step mum, and she doesn't like the distance (it's not that far, really, it's further to uni!! and I make that travel three times per week). She can't stand not seeing me all the time (I'm the same!)

I didn't get ANY sleep last night, literally. I went to bed around 12 midnight, found my self eating chicken at 3:30am, and listening to metallica till 4:30. I had to get up at 6am for uni.

I sent her some msg's through out the night that made her realise that we're luck, basically I told her that I have a friend of mine is getting married to a chick he met over the net in canada! Another friend of mine has never even met his g/f of a year, and another friend of mine that I work with's g/f lives 900km north (Queensland).

She said sorry and beged me to take her back, and of course I did.

I thought it was all over, she kept saying after I went to bed that we won't be getting back, I got her older sister (who is actually my age) to talk to her, and she was in tears, and now we're starting a new... Kinda didn't expect that, I really thought it was over, but it's given me a reason not to drink tonight, or any night...


Thanks guys for the help, I really needed to vent it...

[drewh4386]

Your welcome! And on the situation............

[Cl0ak]

Good shit, glad to hear all is going better now.

[Oz]

Any pictures of said sister?

[-Josh-]

oz always thinking with his dick....


Glad to hear everything worked out man, women can be confusing sometimes, you just have to be patient and let them work things out, having the sister talk to her was a good idea, good luck in the future to davo..

[Rally Sport]

I bet that if Oz stepped in the thread ealier with his awesome advice, and Davo followed it, he wouldnt be back with his girlfriend but with her sister or maybe he could get lucky and get a threesome.