It Never Works Not Matter How I Try!!!!

[berkes454]

well for the third time in my life i tried to kill myself again.........ive cut my self and takin pills and i always fuckin wake up. i dont know if i can handle this anymore

there is so much stress going on in my life and i cant deal with it.........i should seriously just write a will to have all my things actioned off and the money go to my fiance to clear up the debt and finish the job

I dont care if its open casket or not anymore just get me off this retarded spinning ball we call Earth.

[Toksin]

Suicide is not the answer. Find what's causing the problems in your life and fix them one at a time.

Life is easy, chill out.

[ghostguy6]

Cutting and substance abuse doesnt help anything, it feels good for a little while, then it wears off, so you do something more extreme to try to make yourself feel better. It will continue in a downward spiral like this. Ive been there.What you have to do is think about what makes you depressed an you have to deal with it head on.

[-Davo]

Originally Posted by berkes454

well for the third time in my life i tried to kill myself again.........ive cut my self and takin pills and i always fuckin wake up. i dont know if i can handle this anymore

there is so much stress going on in my life and i cant deal with it.........i should seriously just write a will to have all my things actioned off and the money go to my fiance to clear up the debt and finish the job

I dont care if its open casket or not anymore just get me off this retarded spinning ball we call Earth.

Your fiance???

You need to chill out and get laid more often.

[MagicRat]

Originally Posted by Hyatus

if you really wanted to kill yourself u would have shot yourself or jumped off a tall object, u just want a pity party. Why dont u just tell us your problems.....

Tell us whats wrong,
You have already posted about the expensive engine thet blew due to no fault of your own.
I know that I would be suicidal if I drove that hill-billy low rider of yours, but I sure that's not it.

but there is nothing in life worth taking your life. Now you wouldn't have posted if you did not want to talk. There's lots of people here to listen and most of us have been in bad situations and overcome them.

So take advantage of our willingness to listen and start talking.

[mike@af]

Obviously its not your time to go.

[korndogg]

honestly..i dont wanna sound harsh or anything but u need to grow up and deal with things. we all have problems. what makes you special that u can get out easy. ....oh and if u wanna get off this earth..just like hop on a spaceship or something. cheer up man. nothing is worth killing yourself over..

[Chevy_girl00]

Okay, first of all your birthday is August 1st, 1986 so that makes you 18 right?? You've got your whole life ahead of you. You are just getting started why would you want to end it? The best parts of your life are just starting. Sometimes things are rough but you gotta tough it out. My best friend just lost her boyfriend of two years, they were engaged and she is like incomplete with out him. Her friends support her and stuff and she is really depressed but she's doing pretty damn good. You need to step back and look at your life and realize that other people have problems (probably bigger than your own) too. If everybody killed themselves everytime they had a bad day or got depressed... the world would be pretty much empty. And another thing: If you really wanted to kill yourself you could've succeded by now. I mean it doesn't take three or more times to do it, it should be easy enough the first time. So get over yourself and realize that life is a gift and fix your problems.

[blindside.AMG]

Move out of Iowa, problem solved. That state would make anybody wanna kill themselves.

[berkes454]

things have really piled up in the lat few weeks/months i got arrested for assualt and since i was still under 18 they kept it as assualt but if 1 thing goes wrong i get attempted murder slapped on my ass.........my fiance got arrested and we keep drifting apart.......im back with my abusive parents cant go anywhere (on house arrest) i have no money......no job anymore..........cant get back in school......my whole fuckin family cant accept my fiance....and this is all within like 3 weeks........its to much to deal with......ive got a counselor set up to see and im getting a physc evaluation. and hytaus u need to shut the hell up b/c only if you knew man........i dont thrive off fuckin pity this is stress realease and i have to many damn problems to deal with so y dont you just shut the hell up. it people like you that piss me off b/c they think they got everyone figured out.....take advice from me shut the hell up. after i moved out of my parents house i lost all support from them......they said "you ever need anything dont come back" and the only reason im back is b/c they would rather have me home then in jail. since ive been back ive been in 3 fights with my step-dad and my mom and i dont get along.......seriously who do i have left to help me??? huh?? i anit got shit anymore except for my fiance who is drifting away real fast. shit has got to stop. o by the way THIS STATE SUCKS ASS!!

[freakray]

Assualt?
What was it about?

[MagicRat]

And you have to drive that car too? Wow, that sucks.
If it's any help, take the long term view and make a plan. Its easier to deal with stuff is you have a way of fixing them, even if it takes a couple of years.

You won't have to live at home forever, you need to right now, just to get over your legal problems.
As for assault, they won't throw you in jail, at your age. It will be probation. Get some counselling, it can only help.
After that, (it may be a year or more,) work on learning a skill, trade, apprenticeship so you can get a job, be financially independent so you don't have to deal with your family again.

Sure, its easy for me to say, but your problems are not exactly unique.

[YogsVR4]

The fact is that anyone who wants to kill themselves and is serious about it, doesn't fail. People who kill themselves are fucking cowards. Sissy little "poor me and my terrible life" cowards.


Since you failed in your attempt, you might be coming under the realization that you can do something about your situation. The way you described everything, only the part about your fiance pertains to something that you do not completely control. You spend a lot of time whining about everything thats bad in your life. Either get proactive in solving them or take the cowards way. Your choice.

[freakray]

I wasn't going to say it but Yogs did......and he's right.

You're crying about being under house arrest for assualt, well that sucks man.....maybe you shouldn't have assualted the person?
Did you ever thing you put yourself in the situation?

[SiGNAL748]

Life pwnz j00. Live it.