She's come back to haunt me!

[-Davo]

Well, almost 2 whole months since this: http://www.automotiveforums.com/vbul...d.php?t=207184

I finally got over her dumping me, I drank my worries away (with Carlton Cold, and Pub VB mind you!) a few times, and I built a bridge and got over it.
Then I was sitting at the dining room table at 5:30 today studying my Geology, then I get a phone message (SMS) right, and It's from an unknown number (i.e. not in my phone - I deleted her) but I recongise it, and It reads "R u talking 2 me again yet"

I wrote a few message back, but I never sent them..I couldn't find what I wanted to say... 30 minutes later, i decide that this is the girl who cheated on me, and got pregnent, told me to fuck my self, and to forget we ever met, so I turn into instant asshole mode, and say "About what, exactly?" word for word

I haven't recieved a call, or msg back. And I don't think I will, that was nearly 6 hours ago now.

It's just that...for a bit over a month, I've gotten on with my life, met new people, and eyeing off other hot beauties, pigging out, and drinking a lot of beer, having a good time, I haven't thought of her once, even on my boring 2 hour train trips every day.
Now I'm faced with this, my emotions are going over-board here. I can't concentrate, and...well...so many side effects *insert emotion here*
Depression is setting in

Well, on a brighter scale, I am legal age to get pissed now, last time when she first dumped me, I couldn't.

[CarSuperfreak]

I know just how you feel; broke up with my girl a while back, then, just as things are going good; she up and calls.

Then all the depressed feelings come back lol.

But hey, I just keep reminding myself that things are gonna happen how theyre gonna happen, and since theres not a whole lot I can do about it; why worry so much?

[-Davo]

I try so hard not to make it get to me...Like I start listening to music, hop on the computer, watch TV, Study (tryed that, didn't work..couldn't concentrate) or pick up my guitar and start playing tunes....

When I play the guitar, there is a breif moment where I'm in my own little world, but shit comes back when I stop.

[CarSuperfreak]

driving + loud music always helps too; the more agressive the driving, the better

[ghostguy6]

I know how you feel! My gf just told me she still has feelings for her ex. and she might get back together with him. I had been up for the past 36 hours straight then she tells me she needs some time to think. The worst part is, I still love her and I have to wait for her to reach a desion before i can decide what to do. I want to be with her so bad! I look so pissed right now everyones scared to be around me. I was up all night listening to every metal cd i could find Metallica, Disturbed, Pantera, Damage Plan, Drowning Pool, you name it. The louder I played the tunes the better i felt, btw I went deaf sometime around 5:30 this morning, as if that matters. Ahhhhhhh that mean tonight the only thing I will have is the thoughts in my head!!! AHHHH fuck i got to think oh fucking hell! FUCK I THINK IN GOING TO TAKE UP DRINKING!! Ive always been againt it but wtf my who lifes gone to shit anyways!

[-Davo]

just don't drink too heavily, it can kill you...
I listen to a lot of heavy metal when I'm in a really, deep depression about this, or just pissed off...
I tryed classical music, that just makes me tired when I'm angry or depressed

hope everything works out for you dude.

It's 1am, im' tired, been up since 7am. Man, I'm sleeping in tomorrow!
nite everyone!.

[ghostguy6]

I just want to get so drunk I pass out! i dought I will get any sleep for a few days. the sooner i pass out the better! Im already thinking to much!!! right now I really couldnt give a shit if it gets me killed or not!

[YogsVR4]

If you are looking for a bit of revenge, just remember one of the things women hate most is being ignored. Not only does it grind on them, its good for you too.

[MBTN]

Just when you totally stop caring, they seem to try and come back into your life. Damn them!

[zebrathree]

Theres a thread in here about defending your castle. It's by myself and is quite a work of fic...art.

Read it. Defend yourself!

[Shortbus]

Originally Posted by MBTN

Just when you totally stop caring, they seem to try and come back into your life. Damn them!

[-Davo]

I have been ignoring her since she dumped me miserably.

Ghost guy: I only drink to the point of "*urp* oh i don't feel too good"
But I haven't been that dunk for over a month.


*note, not 'burp'! Urp (sound just before you throw up [to save confusion])

[Toksin]

Just ignore her dude.

Alternately, if she calls again, try slaves trick.

"I'm going to tell you to fuck off, slam the phone down, and you're going to go 'oh, shit'...FUCK OFF" *click*

[ghostguy6]

I just want to get drunk to the point that I dont give a shit anymore! Right now ill do anything to pass the time its going to be awhile before I know if I stay with her or not. I love her to much to leave her, but this waiting is killing me!!!!! Ironic isnt it, Ive been against drinking my whole life now all I want is to get drunk as hell! ahhhhh wtf! hell im gonna try to get some sleep!!!! dought i will you all have fun here!

[Ssom]

Perhaps you should have burned your bridge after you crossed it. Or got a Hikoi to collapse it by walking over it too many at one time, either would work.