Mad at myself

[Rich]

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! Im practically emotionally torn up over a girl I only went out with 2x.

Here are the 3 incedents.

1. I meet her through a friend, and we go out back in August. I made an ass of myself. [nothing new there.] So I didnt even bother calling her again.

2. She calls me, probably cause shes real nice, and feels sorry for me in some way, so we go out again and i COCKED IT UP EVEN WORSE!!. Add to that fact that my car kept stalling for no fucking reason, making me soo fucking pissed that if I had a shotgun, I would have put a hole in the block and finished off the car where it was. Embarrasing the fuck out of me, cause she knows from the summer how much time I spent working on the car, so I must just be a dumbass.

3. It was almost a month from that last cock-up, and then she calls me again. I used the deepest old-man voice I could to say I wasnt home, but it didnt work, I was found out. She wanted for us to go to a movie, and I lied and said I already had plans, then I lied and said another time. She seemed ok with that, and then just a bit ago I sit here and im going through some pics and I find one of her and me. Now I feel like a fucking dick.

WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK DOES GAY SHIT ALWAYS FUCKING HAVE TO MOTHERFUCKING HAPPEN TO ME! :zx11pisse

I was almost fucking crying a bit ago. Wow do I NEED help!

My friends are all assholes when it comes to this shit, and I needed to get this fucking crap off my chest. Seems like my life is always shit.

[primera man]

OK....I'm gonna get to the point on this for ya.

Hummerman you need to get your act together man.

I've been reading alot of your posts in other threads and you have got to stop putting yourself down and feeling sorry for yourself dude.

Get your life by the scruff of the neck and take charge of it.
Get postive about things. Life is to bloody short.

If this girl is interested...GO FOR IT. So what if things went wrong the first couple of times. She still ringing you to see you isn't she.

Come on man...you can do this....dont let the PMan down !!!
When you read this......log off and get you arse on the phone and BLOODY RING HER !!!!!

[Jimster]

don't think I can add much to that

[G-Forces]

PeeMan just basically echoed what I was thinking when I read your post. I don't see why this girl would call you if she wasn't interested. Just be yourself and you'll be suprised how people respond. Just be honest with her and lighten up a bit. You'll go far man.

[SkYLiNeFrEaK]

Dunno what to tell ya man.


Right now, My thing is, there always happens to be some chick checking me out, but I never bother to go up to her, and say anything. But, I am slowly working me way away from that. Thats a good thing.


I agree with what Pman said though, cuz the man is bloody intelligent.


And so are you, Putting yourself down? I used to do that, I stopped, because all the girls I know hate it when I do it. So i stopped. I used to be sorry for myself, but not anymore.

[kris]

Originally posted by SkYLiNeFrEaK
Dunno what to tell ya man.


And so are you, Putting yourself down? I used to do that, I stopped, because all the girls I know hate it when I do it. So i stopped. I used to be sorry for myself, but not anymore.

Ditto that, your attitude sucks man. Not to sound rude, but I used to act that way in 7th grade. Sure everyone has their days where they feel like that, but it seem like you have it alot worse than most. But I dont think there is much we can help you with, but moral support, if that.

[SkYLiNeFrEaK]

Originally posted by kbslacker




Ditto that, your attitude sucks man. Not to sound rude, but I used to act that way in 7th grade. Sure everyone has their days where they feel like that, but it seem like you have it alot worse than most. But I dont think there is much we can help you with, but moral support, if that.

Err, I've acted this way for to long. I knew it was time for a change, so i completely changed my attitude towards myself.


as for H Man, you'll do fine man. Everyone is shy sometimes.

[DVSNCYNIKL]

Alright Hummerman, listen up.

What is having all this pitty on yourself going to accomplish. Not one thing. Feeling like nothing will ever go right is only going to add to your anxiety and fear to try something. I too have read all your other posts and find it very worrisome that you would be so hard on yourself because things don't always go right.

I'm sure a lot of us in this forum can attest to the fact that not every time we plan something, it will go without a hitch. I can recollect a few times that things didn't work out for me. And let me tell you, that had I not been persistent with my current girlfriend, I would be miserable.

I understand that not a lot of things go the way you'd like, but you have to get a grip of things. This girl still wants to keep in contact. I would recommend that if you can contact her now, I would do so. If she doesn't care about the things you do and just wants to spend time with you, that should be enough motivation to at least keep trying. At least in my POV, it looks that way.

You seem like a cool guy. You have nice intentions and it's just things that are out of your control that mess things up for you. I'm sure she sees that as well. So cheer up and take the girl out. I'm sure she would like it.