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Lost in the confusion...
Ok, heres the deal, I have a very good friend whom I care about very deeply, I hardly EVER get to see her, but we still keep in contact via email, chat, and phone, and once in a while we spend the day together. Today we spent the day together around my stomping grounds and at my house, took in breakfast, a movie, hung out, and good stuff like that. On the way taking her back to her place(other side of state) I had a feeling that Ive not really had around her before and am saddened by it and happy because of it at the same time. She fell asleep on my shoulder, and I kissed her forehead, and made sure she was comfortable and realized that, I didnt want to let her go. I didnt want to see her fade away again. Why does she live so far away? Damnit, all the girls I know around here are cool and all, but they are just... dumb, they usually just date a guy based on if he's cute, and all we really do is flirt back and forth, but this girl, she's different, we connect, I depresses the crap out of me everytime I have to go the opposite direction that she's in. Sorry for anyone that was bored by this, I just needed to get that off my chest, didnt know what section to put it in, so I figrued COT would be fine, if it needs moved, go ahead mods, but yeah, that's my spiel.
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07-27-2003, 10:38 PM
