so.. i tried cocaine last night...

[Toksin]

Hell will probably freeze over before you catch me snorting anything.

MAAAAJOR issues with putting shit up my nose.

roflmao ^^^^^ thats funny. really I wish I never had done that shit. Guss I wasent addicted cuz I havent touched it since, wont even look at it. Scared tha hell outta me.....Plus I dont miss tha sniffles, constantly feelin like my nose was runnin.....

[klohiq]

I've tried cocaine a few times...and I noticed if you don't do much of it you really don't get that great of a feeling, but after a few times and a little more each time you can really feel different. Kinda like pot, the first few times I smoked quite a bit and then one time I smoked about the same as I smoked the first few times and all of a sudden I felt high...

Anyhow, the last time and final time I did cocaine I tried to kill myself. It's the only time in my life that I was so sure about doing something so stupid...I think the coke had worn off enough that I decided to stop before I actually killed myself. The plan was to take a shit load of pain killers and slit my wrists...either way ensuring death.

Luckily, I had to drive to get home and by then a lot of the momentum had worn off. I didn't slit my wrists because I thought the pills would do enough and then after drinking a 40 to wash them down I decided the whole idea was stupid. Tried to vomit all the pills out and then went to sleep. I woke up all night vomiting, woke up late for work still vomiting and then arrived at walmart vomiting there too.

I'm not sure if I did any permanent damage, but I'm sure that I will never try coke again.

And to anyone reading this...you may have a better experience but I assure you that bad things can and will happen to you and the people around you if you do various drugs long enough. I now only drink every so often and smoke pot maybe once every 6 months...

[ghostrx7]

what where your reasons for killing yourself? where you depressed when u did coke?or just blinded by the drug?

[bobss396]

Its like the monkey experiment, one case the monkey could get as much food as he wanted on demand. Just tap a lever and he got a food pellet.

The next money had the same set up but was given a choice between cocaine (not sure how it was packaged) or food. This monkey starved to death.

Without going into too much detail, I checked it out for probably too long a while, but haven't touched it in many years. I wouldn't know where to buy it, how much it costs, etc.

Bob

[BrodyP]

Good readin in here. I have to say I never tried it as well. I have tried most drugs but coke was one I always said I'd stay away from ever since I was young. I fell I would like it and get addicted..I have a very addictive personality and the last thing I need is to be a crack head.

[bobss396]

I had a big self-destruction thing going on for a while. I figured I'd try it all and almost did. I've seen people's live's go down the crapper, seen people die of over doses, car accidents, liver or pancreas damage, heart attacks from over abuses. You're definitely doing the right thing by not even trying drugs.

[vinnym86]

i've taken it a few times, smoked it maybe twice... either way, i'm not really a fan of it. don't think i'll be doing it again.

[turtlecrxsi]

It was at the party or rather get together I went to on New Years Eve. I did a few rounds and even though it was good stuff I could take it or leave it. I prefer the bakery. It seemed like people would just smoke lots of cigarettes and not shut the hell up and so I went home. I did learn a neat party trick (if you'd like to call it that). PM if you want to hear it.

[klohiq]

Originally Posted by ghostrx7

what where your reasons for killing yourself? where you depressed when u did coke?or just blinded by the drug?

for some reason I thought I was in love with a girl that I was hanging out with...

We were at her bfs house...I went outside for some air and because I smoked like one or two cigarettes in about a minute or less...threw up a little because I don't smoke cigarettes and then we made out and actually almost started having sex beside the street...

I decided to take off because everything seemed a little too wierd, she agreed to come along and then stayed with him. I literally felt worse about that minor rejection than I have in my entire life...everything seemed depressing. I was actually having fun in my life otherwise...I just turned 21 and I worked in retail so there was a steady stream of fresh pussy coming through the door daily...

So I blame to coke for making me feel that way since my life was actually pretty good. Though without that experience I probably wouldn't have met my current gf of almost 2 and a half years...so I guess I can thank drugs for that though haha

I'm sure having sex on coke is amazing...just like it is supposedly with e...but I'm all set with that shit...

at least with my experience, coke is quite different than pot. With pot or alcohol you notice you are losing touch with reality, but you know in general what's real...you just find normal shit funny or wierd. With coke, you don't notice it, but your whole interaction with reality is different...things can jump from hate to love in an instant or vice versa...I wouldn't normally make out with someones gf...she even said my name while they had sex (after I left) and they continued to have sex...though they immediately had an argument afterward...if my gf said another guys name while I was sober, drunk or stoned I would definitely stop immediately and most likely break up with her...