just BS. w/e, read if you're bored.

[vinnym86]

I don't really like sharing shit, but whatever, i'm liquored up. i broke up desk, and maybe my hand... actually, probably not, i've broken it before, so i think i'm sure but i can't find out for sure cuz i don't have insurance. i'm a part time worker and a part time student. plus im poor. anyway, yah, i did that cuz i was angry as all fucking hell, mutherfucking desk just gave me the wrong look is all... it didn't even deserve it, its been a faithful desk since i was a kid. poor son of a bitch... Its hardas hell to for me to express myself rationally. i hold it in and then i pull this shit But she has some crazy shit in her mind, she's not thinking straight, she's depressed aobut something, and she wont talk about it, just tell me about it. plus all the other bullshit life has to offer, so i just snpped, and broke my desk. that was like last week. tonite i go see 2 movies with her, and its obvious she felt comfortable around me, and she wanted to be closer like before, and i definitely kept in no secret that i still want her, but no, wasn't happening. its hard as fuck when you actually care for the girl a lot more than you do normally, to be "just friends" with er. i mean, its never really easy, but, it had been easy to lose touch somewhat with them before. She lives all the way in fucking westcheseter, like a 40min-1hour drive, and still, its gonna be hard to do either, lose touch or just stay friends. its fucking torturous. i'm just fucked, i'm not even showing the slightest interest in other girsl. wtf. i'm not gonna go on, i'm starting not catch typos, this is probably some piss post actually.

[sickcallawayc12]

Only thing i can suggest is to invest in a speed bag and a mount/swivel.

[vinnym86]

I should invest in a woman with the name '71 Challenger 440. atleast i can learn to fix problems with her.

[00accord44]

I used to break all kinds of shit when I was pissed... desk, dresser, doors, walls, the list goes on. One day after I had obliterated my dresser, I looked at the pile of rubble left behind and realized I had to stop breaking my own shit cause you'll just be mad again later when you gotta clean it up. Plus I'm too old to be going all incredible hulk everytime I'm pissed.

As for the girl, let this be the last time you allow a girl to affect you to the point that you can't control yourself. Women will never stop being frustrating, but you decide when they stop frustrating you

[vinnym86]

trust me, this shit wasn't all that was on my mind. more than anything in the world, the thing that frustrates me most is financial problems.

[speedphreak]

I have gotten like that over a girl man. I punched a door frame all the way through the wall, which hot a light fixture..and that shattered, and knicked my roomates door. Not worth it man.....cause, like said above, you have to pick it up later...and thats even worse. How old are you..or more importantly..how old/young is this girl? If she can't talk about it..shes way to immature.

-Chris

[lakwo]

My ex-husband used to punch holes in the wall when he was mad. Got to be a very expensive habit to fix.