steel I know what your going throught and I've been through it ...but killing yourself won't solve anything . Just take a deep breathe and Drink a cold one with me ....thats exactly what i'm doing right now as we speak . I haven't really talked to u that much on Af but u seem like a pretty cool person
Just do what I do .....get shitty no but seriously I promise things might seem down right now but you'll be ok
and remember what i said ......DRINK !!!!!! It helps out a bit