[Damien]

I did this after I crashed the 'Bring. Oh, like most of the stuff I write here, there's a double meaning. It's always about a girl, at least some if not most. There'll be a lot more about her. She's a big part of my life now.

Weird. Another near death experience. Why do they call it that? how can you be any closer to death than just by waking up in the morning? Oh well...I wrecked her. My one true love on this planet. I loved her so much, but I lost control. I had the choice of a head on or a swerve off to other possibilities. I swerved. Either way I'm still alive. "We;re immortal before our time." That belief is what's keeping me sane now. it's why I'm not stressed or anything. I loved her so much though and I let her down. The hours we spent together. At least we had some unforgettable times together. I pushed her to the limits and she enjoyed it. the thrill, the fun, the adventure. All of it was pretty spontaneous. She was so smooth, beautiful when the sunlight reflected off her. She shined. The whitness...*grins* The brown top that fell back. She was fast. yes, very much so and I made sure of it. Now she's gone from my life. All of it just came to a sudden halt. It was fast, like her. If it was to end, that was not how I wanted it. Could have been more dramatic. Could have really pushed it, but I was risking taking someone else down and I couldn't do that. Sorry girl. We could have been great together. the furture held so many possibilities. Nothing could break us, well, except us. And that's what happened. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I love you...wait. No. It won't end. We can fix this. Like I said, we can get through anything. "Tis' nothing but a flesh wound." You and me, nothing will ever come between us. This of course depends upon you too. Please stay with me. Forget about the anything that's happened before except the good times and think of the future. It'd be perfect. What? Old school? Um...ok...if you say so. *flips coin* Heads we win, tails we'll try again without a jetpack though.

Yeah, the ending, you'll see it's an inside thing but it's in many of my stuff.

-Blu