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Originally Posted by 00accord44
I think you just Prestige'd
"Prestige'd" = term I hear FPS gamers use often
"FPS" = term I was taught by First Person Shooter gamers
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So..... I've got some shit going on in my life. Like most people.
I've been rewatching the entire Weeds series from Showtime. I've always known songs, smells, etc can be linked in your mind to certain events or time periods in your life....
While I was unaware, by the final season (that I'm on right now) I have fallen deeply into a whirl of emotions... apparently because I used to watch this with a certain person.... whole shit storm of emotions.
I had stopped talking to this person.... we fought a lot, even when together. We were both good at arguing... both eager to piss off the other it seems looking back...
One of the keywords there is "had"...
We had a huge argument involving mutal friends. I said fuck you to everyone including the mutual friends.... then did not speak to any of them for about a year and half.
Then a few months ago... about 7am...
Phone rings.
Its her... a friend of ours from school had died suddenly
We started talking again. Now we talk again a lot....
Probably every other day we text....
But we never have spoken, not even a single time..... about the fight we had.
sometimes I wander if its eating away at her as much as it is me.....
probably not... I was always the one that felt the most....
Its nice to have someone to talk to again.