Alright. Here's my honest opinion. A very straight forward one.
If you're really that much in love with the car, go ahead and grab it. As a car lover myself, I know how hard is it to leave the car you like most. However, we're all living in reality and money is something very important. If you value your money, then you'll have to leave it.
I'll advise you to actually get going and try tonnes of other cars. Be it 10, 20 or even 50. Just try them! You may be able to find something to your liking. Try not to get cars that are too old. Every machine has a life spam regardless of how well maintained the car is. Just my two cents
