[Chiquae07]

this is in stress release, since i am stresseed out at the moment, but i still dont know what to do.

i hate my college. its just like high school all over again. im taking classes that are a waste of time to me, since i came from an IB school(IB is harder than AP btw if you arent familiar). i took all IB classes, but diddnt take any of the tests. i thought it would be a good 'experience' for me in college. now, its getting to the point, where it seems most of my classes are a waste of time. lets start with math.

im in a remedial math class, math 95. its my fault that i feel alseep during the placement testing, but i dont think i should have to suffer all semester for it. for gods sake, we had a test today, i came in 10 minutes late, got my test. took the test and made sure every answer made sense as it was taught. i then turned my test in a whopping 15 minutes later, and i was the first one to finish the test. what sucks is that it is attendanced. cant miss more than 5 classes, or you fail automatically. i cant also take all the exams early, and get credit for the class.

now, off to ed psy 100. its a required freshman class. basically you plan out your time. we made a time master scheduale. we made 3 goals to have before the end of the semester. i just did a presentation on a way for test taking strategies. its easy, but boring, and i dont feel this is worth my tuition money.

english 101. i see that this class is graded differently, but i still dont like it. i was taught from ther Ib program on how to do all the things we are doing now. taking essays, intrepreting them, comparing them, etc. its just not interesting anymore. the work takes time, but its not worth it to me.

college reading 112. waste of time. read 10 pages about, restate what the passage was stating with a study guide that is made out for you already. you then get vocabulary words. ive only had this class 1 time, and my second ime is tomorro. its another required course, and i cant miss more than 2 classes. again, a waste of my tuition money. its like being in 8th grade english all over again.

surprise surprise, this university seems like a joke to me. so why is my hard earned money going towards classes that are a waste?

uw-milwaukee it is. i hate it currently.

damnit, and now i hate my laptop, as it tends to randomly go 'back' in the browser. cant stand that ish. i just edited this post a hell of a lot, and its all gone.

basically i cant stand uw-milwaukee. i cant remember ever being happy there. i like being in the union with others and playin pool with friends that i met before uwm, but thats pretty much my highlight of the day.

i cant even have a good day period. like it was ok to go to my classes, and i was happy for the most part, than the day got better saying i can leave my crappy job for a better one. but then something always ruins my day. weither it be family, friends, co workers, something always ruins it. i dont even know if i should be here. i dont think i was ever actually 'accepted' as a milwaukeean.

i want to just transfer, and pick up and leave, but i signed a lease for a year, so im stuck. im not quiting school, as i dont want to be another person stuck in a entry level job for the rest of my life.

idk what to do anymore. any takers?