My family really needs me right now and I am thinking about moving back down to AZ. I don't really know if I wanna do this...as to see alot of my things (material things) at that go away forever. I mean I have a wonderful apartment, 10 mins from the beach, car will have to go (as the job won't be there to support it, but I am thinking of a truck anyway so....
) all for HEAT and HOT HOT HOT weather. The people down in AZ know this, right guys'....and those damn fires all over the place. Jesesh.
So, I am trying to think things through right now. Anyone done this before? I love CA, but my family needs me for a while (I am like the non-screw up of the family and they need all they can get from me, which I am willing to do, as you see me writing this thread. I am just so damn confused, I don't know what to do
Hmmmmm, me so lost...
....so all in all, I just wanna say if I have fucked anyone over, nor liked me kidding around about certain things, or even just don't like me around here (hardly doubt that one though
) I ask that you come on and give me a reply to what you are feeling. I don't know what else to do, this is a big change and all, but what are your guys' thoughts? I ask this because I have grwon to like ALL of you guys', and really trust you...that's why I am writing this.
I am sorry to all I have hurt on here and to tell the truth not very truthful indeed, but it has been a shitty time in my life for a while now...I really hate it, please forgive me and let me start over...
Kobe