[ViperJ]

Okay, I guess I will try to explain this. My girlfriend broke up with me last thursday because she "wasn't ready for a relationship". That is all that I have thought about for the last week. I wan't to get with her and then again i dont. A couple obvious reasons for why, but I will say she is truely the first girl that I can say I love. The reasons not to would be she is a huge flirt and i got cheated on in my last relationship so I could be overprotective... Its hard where 99% of her friends are guys... The day she broke up with me I asked her how her day was going (to start the conversation). She started to tell me she hung out with this mexican all day and how much fun she had (she is 18 he is 26). I just dont know, i want to be with her but I don't and i know its going to hard where the trust part isn't there. Thats what a relationship is about...