[stoned_pimp420]

Today like the title said, it outright sucked and I honestly am at a loss of words, which is rare for me considering I'm a MAN of many words, I had to share with an audience of people who would give me an HONEST opinion even though she BEGGED me to not share this info with anyone, as for my friend J.J. the doctors said he could be out of his coma tomorrow or he may never come out of it, which stresses the living hell out of me because I've grown up with this cat and if given the chance I'd take his place in that coma this second unfortunatly is NOT an option, I almost wanna die but then I remind myself that I MAY have a child on the way that will need me someday and I don't honestly know WTF to do, this is BY FAR the WORST situation I've EVER been in or imagined myself being in considering I didn't want children to become an option for me until I have a ring on a girls finger (and I mean more than an engagement ring) So........well like I said I'm a man of MANY words but I'm at a loss of words on this one...............