As long as you're positive about it man, just stay that way. So many people get stuck in the same situation as you and they just give up. I think you'll make it though, you obviously have the drive and the will to succeed, so if you just work harder on keeping your head up and keep telling yourself things will get better then slowly but surely they will
. I don't know if you're religious or not, but I know God will watch out for you and I'll say a prayer for you. You can take that as you like, as I said, I don't know your personal beliefs, but a little prayer never hurt anyone.
As for anyone that would come in here to call him a little bitch--come on, this guy is part of our onlilne community and our own kind, we should be at least encouraging someone who is obviously trying to get better in his situation, not call them names.
For those of you who call names, you have a place to stay, you have food to eat, I'm assuming you have a job. Count yourself lucky, If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head, and a place to sleep tonight, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have ANY money in the bank or in your wallet, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.
Keep your head up Karl, you'll get there
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