My fiance broke it off with me 2 months ago, under the guise we were "seperated"
The day she broke it off with me is the day she bothered to tell me what was buigging her for the last year of the relationship...., I tried to get her to tell me before but all she would do is yell.
Now I wasnt perfect, no way in hell was I! But alot of the things I was doing I didnt know buged her, and one thing, when I stoped touching her as much was after she not only cheated *not exactly...but yah...long story* but fucked up a very important day for me.
And now, nomater how much I changed, and how much I try she still gets distant, and then close, real close and talks of how she wants the relationship. Then she turns around and gets distant all over again. Today she got mad and said this isnt a seperation, its a break up. For fucks sake were roomates and she keeps telling me nice shit and means it, its obvious when shes lying. Then she gets a thorn up her ass and changes.
I just want her back, I would do anything...except leave...because I dont think I could take ever being with her again. The only consolation I have is I know shes not fucking some guy(s)...but still...Im hurt more than I ever have been...and all I want is to have this shit pass and be back with her.....