Well, almost 2 whole months since this:
http://www.automotiveforums.com/vbul...d.php?t=207184
I finally got over her dumping me, I drank my worries away (with Carlton Cold, and Pub VB mind you!) a few times, and I built a bridge and got over it.
Then I was sitting at the dining room table at 5:30 today studying my Geology, then I get a phone message (SMS) right, and It's from an unknown number (i.e. not in my phone - I deleted her) but I recongise it, and It reads "R u talking 2 me again yet"
I wrote a few message back, but I never sent them..I couldn't find what I wanted to say... 30 minutes later, i decide that this is the girl who cheated on me, and got pregnent, told me to fuck my self, and to forget we ever met, so I turn into instant asshole mode, and say "About what, exactly?" word for word
I haven't recieved a call, or msg back. And I don't think I will, that was nearly 6 hours ago now.
It's just that...for a bit over a month, I've gotten on with my life, met new people, and eyeing off other hot beauties, pigging out, and drinking a lot of beer, having a good time, I haven't thought of her once, even on my boring 2 hour train trips every day.
Now I'm faced with this, my emotions are going over-board here. I can't concentrate, and...well...so many side effects *insert emotion here*
Depression is setting in
Well, on a brighter scale, I am legal age to get pissed now, last time when she first dumped me, I couldn't.