a lil update since the last post/for those who care. we broke up last night, it was totally unexpected.we started to get over our problems and then blam she tells me its over and she still loves me just not enough to stay with me and that things have changed to much and we fight to often. she even wrote me a list of all the things she loves about me. she feels she is going to bring me downbefore i go on my mission.(i am mormon and to go on a mormon mission you have to be 19, amember of the church, and a virgin). so her feelings are that we will get going at it like bunnies and wont be able to stop ourselves. so basically i cried myself to slleep last night and woke up and cried some more and came to class. i dont think it is really over between us but i do have more doubt about it evolving into a marriage than i did before. well anyway it is not quite over yet. i am going to wait a couple of weeks and make sure she is sure about her descion before i start looking again.
