[thomas crown]

my girlfriend of almost 4 years broke up with me about 1 month ago, and i just saw her today and she told me she is seeing someone new, and has been for awhile now. just the thought of someone else with my girlfriend (even though she's not, but i want her to be) makes me crazy and i just don't know what to do. no revenge like doing her roommate or anything, but there has to be something i can do to clear my head. i want her back and when she broke up with me she said maybe someday, but it's not likely. i just don't know what to do and i feel like it's killing me. anytime i am not around people i just get so upset i can barely move or breathe, and i just don't feel like moving or doing anything, even getting up in the morning, and everytime i am with people i just talk about her and wonder what she's doing, etc, until i drive them crazy. we were just really close and for so long, i am just falling apart without her. i am 23 and had been thinking about asking her to marry me, and she just said she needed a break, etc. i know probably everyone has been through this, so any info on how you deal with it would be great. thanks

t.c.