[turbo2nr]

yes i do all of that, i always consider her feeling and many times i put her feeling in fornt of mines.

i always try to bring ehr back up when she puts ehr slef down. i try so hard but there only so much some 1 can do for another. i really love her i've been with her for almost 8 months now. I only get to see her once a month and that really sucks. i have no car so i cant go visit her, her parents come down once a month to ny and thats how i get to see her.

she makes me happy to a extent. but then she can make me very very sad. im so confused right now i dont know what to do.. i really love her but things dont seem to be going right anymore..

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