Falling off the wagon

Well...I admit...ive become a tool.

Let me explain.

last 5 months I have all but stoped exercisng...I gained 40lbs and lemme tell you they dont help anything excpet keeping me warm. :rolleyes:

I let my truck's brakes fail. I knew they went the best...then I knew I was probally metal on metal...now I dont think I even have metal. :banghead:

I took several months to get a job...still feeling the effects. IE no cell phone, very little food...etc. (I get paid tonight...first full paycheck, with 40 hrs of overtime...YAY ME!)

I still have yet to learn to ride a bike, much less get my licence.

I still havent started on paperwork for the carrer I am trying for.

I went into major debt thanks to an Albino...(only those close will really get that one)

I moved to ventura county...for a woman who tore my heart out, and used it as a condom to fuck one of my "best friends". (actually...she really did take some of my condomes when we were still living together after the breakup...and she said she wasnt doing anything with him :rolleyes:)


So here it is...I fell off the wagon...Time to get back on!

Now I need to start exercising, and getting all my info together for my paperwork.

Redneck is probally going to help me out with the bike thing, eventhough he (and just about everyone) advises against it.

I will start on my paperwork tonight. (hold me to this!)

With this paycheck I am going to fix my truck, pay my parking ticket, do driving school, get my cellphone back in service, and fix whatever else needs money thrown at it.

I might get hired as an Electrician again, in a field where I dont need a licence. (fire alarm instaliation) I will be making doubble per hour what I am making now with better benifits and MORE!

Any other sugestions guys?

(this was largly to vent)

So here it is...I fell off the wagon...Time to get back on!

It's good that you can take a step back and see the situation you're in, and be able to plan out what to do about it. Just keep optimistic, remember; Shit Happens.

Good luck, you'll get back on your feet

I wish you the best. Its honestly really good to see you can see your situation from where everyone one would be. I hope everything works out for you.

:) you can do it. your positive attitude will really help. the fact that you're not blaming everyone else for things that have happened will make it a lot easier for you to succeed now. best of luck hoppin back on that wagon :dogpile: <-- not really a wagon but you're hoppin' somewhere..

im fine hopin in a pile of people :D

unless they are all crazy fat people who want to take my skin.....

You havent done anything a guy doesnt naturally do bro, listen here, Im always falling off, every job i've had(2) I've been fired and another one i just stoped showing to work at one of the jobs i got fired from.I always leave my college stuff till the last minute, get parking tickets all the time because im to lazy to park far away and every job i just kinda take like a month to get another one.Fuck this man, i think i might begetting fired again,but i never fall off completely, the trick here is to hustle and work hard when you can always saving a portion of your money. Thats the trick to shity life. This formula has brought me good things like a 2001 accord,93 Trans Am v8 and a 98 civic plus a small stash of money at the bank and im doing ok.

What a strange cosmic wave... I'm going thru major BS now, too:banghead:

I'll be back to check on you. If you don't complete your assigned homework... not on your way to the list you created... you will die. Is that what you want, raymond kessel? Don't tempt me! I have much hurt from Tasha and need to unleash it on someone.

One step at a time....and persistence will pay off. Don't give up.

im fine hopin in a pile of people :D

unless they are all crazy fat people who want to take my skin.....
you can hop on me. :p

that sounds pleanty good to me :p

that sounds pleanty good to me :p
heh yup. then we can go surfing. tandem surfing. is that even a real sport? hmm we'll make it one. then we can go to the beach and show up all those stoner surfers. sounds like a good time to me ;)

Now I need to start exercising, and getting all my info together for my paperwork. havent started exercising again, will tonight probally

Redneck is probally going to help me out with the bike thing, eventhough he (and just about everyone) advises against it. lol, we did something better, KARTS!

I will start on my paperwork tonight. (hold me to this!) I DID!:D

With this paycheck I am going to fix my truck, pay my parking ticket, do driving school, get my cellphone back in service, and fix whatever else needs money thrown at it. Geh, tomarow I need to get my bank account active again...YAY!...then I can do some of these.

I might get hired as an Electrician again, in a field where I dont need a licence. (fire alarm instaliation) I will be making doubble per hour what I am making now with better benifits and MORE!
[b]they didnt call, or I didnt get it, eather way I will call tomarow

so I have at least started...still got alot of work to get my life how I want it....NEVER YIELD! AAAIAIAIIEIEEEE!!!!

(oh, and I know Im a dork, so STFU! :p)

(oh, and I know Im a dork, so STFU! :p)
but you make such a cute dork...and you better get that cell workin soon so i can call you...dork :p

I think having a stabile employement is the most important thing for you, and the other things will almost solve themselfs if you try.. but maybe thats just obvious..