EL Emblem

Anyone know where I can find Red Honda "H" EL Emblems?? Can't seem to find them anywhere. Had one on the rear of my last civic before I totaled it. And NO it wasn't hooked up to the brake lights, it came on with the headlights only. And I am looking for the red emblem that the red lights up, not the red emblem that the H lights in EL Green. Thanks