My life has gone to hell

When I was younger, around 12 or 13, everything in my life was going great. No problems. But now I develop scoliosis worse than it had ever been when I was a kid, so I've been in a back brace since last december, which is a bitch in itself until we get to the next topic. As a result of the brace, I develop this thing called pigeon chest, or pectus carinatum, where my chest sticks out. Every waking day at school brings my anxiety levels higher because every retarded asshole has to make a comment about it. I hate wearing T-shirts in school because of it but I have to because the idiots that heat the school put it up to about 85 all the time. People always say things like, "What the hell is that thing sticking out of your chest?" "Why are you like that?" "Hey look at that kid, he has a boob in the middle of his chest!!!(its a bone, it has nothing to do with flesh) " HAHAHAHA!!!........... LAUGH IT UP YOU JACKASS. Friday a kid even had the balls to call me a freak, and let me tell you if we werent in the middle of class, I would have put him in the hospital. Theres no freaking way youre going to make fun of something unfortunate that happened to me. But you know what, whenever I see normal people, it makes me feel like crap and people making fun of me doesnt help the situation at all. And of course, theres nothing I can do about it
And there concludes my rant. I really needed to get that out

God has a plan for everyone. Unfortunately, he's a fucking asshole.

just remember...what comes around, goes around......those people are just ignorant fools and don't know shit..keep your head up man

I didn't exactly have to deal with what you ahve to deal with when I was in grade school, but I took pretty much all the shit in the school. Last count 5 of those people I had to deal with got arrested and 3 more dropped out of high school. All the girls are fucking sluts. You'll get the last laugh...don't worry.

Sorry to hear about your condition. Sounds like those guys are assholes, just ignore them and they'll get theirs eventually. Fuck 'em anyways.

don't let the bastards bring you down........

people who hurt others to make themselves feel better always get thiers in the end...

when you get out of school, you will see, all those mean people who were really popular in high school end up being sad barflys and losers after.....

develop your own interests....if you are an interesting person with passions in life people will respect you for that and look past your imperfections (we all have them)

sorry to hear about that.

but remeber, if you can go into school with that and you face it, you're way stronger than they are, you can go to a public place despite this condition (i don't mean to offend you) an they give you this shit, but you've handled it well an you know inside yourself you're a stronger person for that.

just one thing: "we only outline flaws in others to hide the flaws in ourselves" an that mean they'll only say things to you because they aren't happy with something about themselves.

an every time i see someone take the piss out a person with such a condition, or a disabled person i first think "shame on you" an then i go get all in their face an confront them about it, the back down like pussies.

but remember you're better an stronger than they are.

Just walk up to the leader of the abusive people and tell him why it's like that. He's just insecure about himself so has to find something to pick on. Once he sees you as a person then he'll probably find something else to make fun of.

Matt, I could go into a five-page explanation of why you're going to own these motherf*cks later in life, and why they shouldn't even pertain to your reality, but I just wanted to hit upon one thing and leave you with a thought regarding the chest-bone thing:

You have been blessed with a sex-toy that no other man has. You have a built in sex-toy that no other "normal" jackass has. Take advantage of your "chest-boner" my friend, and allow the ladies to take advantage of your gift as well. :)

chest-boner


wtf...

wtf...

It's all how he decides to view it. It's something he has no influence over. So he can decide to view it as a curse, or as a gift that makes him unique.

no thats not what i meant, what's a chest-boner ?

Well... It'd be exactly what it says. A boner, built into your chest. He could have a chick stradelling his face, one on each hand, on on his manhood, and then one over his chest-boner. He'd be the ultimate sex-machine. Think about it.

right, got it now....i'm really slow.....(as if you didn't know that).....

I remember dealing with assholes like that in high school, now most of them are either wasting their time in a go nowhere low paying job or asking me if i want fries at the drive thru... It does get better, just be above them because you are.

don't let the bastards bring you down........

people who hurt others to make themselves feel better always get thiers in the end...

develop your own interests....if you are an interesting person with passions in life people will respect you for that and look past your imperfections (we all have them)
remember you're better an stronger than they are.

:iagree: :bigthumb:

Sorry to hear about that. How old are you? Same thing at my school with the height, everyone is sweating from the time they get in there to when they go home for the day. I like wearing hoodies, so it sucks. You'll prevail in the end, just wait.

It could always be worse. You could wake up every morning and see one of those assholes giving you hell every day in the mirror. You need to get in a really bad mood, go to school, and punk the bastard out. Having large friends to back you up helps. My best friend is a 6'4" albino we call "vanilla gorilla" (been calling him that since the 3rd grade, he was 5'6" then). He's different, but after he took enough shit he took names and kicked ass. Then he kicked more ass. After that, more ass kicking. You may not be able to defend yourself physicly like he can, but catch a dickhead out in front of all his friends and leave him standing about an inch tall using nothing but words and a bad additude. Better yet, if that fails, sneak up behind him and yank his pants down in front of a bunch of people. Embarassment is the most powerful weapon anyone can have in high-shcool.

This thing I have doesnt like just stick out, its my sternum, which is the bone that basically connects your ribs. From the side it makes me look like I'm jacked, but from the front it just looks a little strange, like a bump in the middle where the sternum kind of angles out. It doesn't absolutely jut out, but people notice anyway. And having it doesnt make me physically unable to play sports and hold my own and stuff. I'm a linebacker and kicker when I play football, and I don't let people walk over me without them getting some of my opinion in return. But its really just a mental thing. I've been starting to come to terms with it (hey, it makes me look like I have a jacked upper body :biggrin:

The main thing it makes me mad about is that it reduces my stamina so I'm slower now :mad:
Oh well, I shouldnt obsess over it. You guys really are right, thanks for your words :)

Yo, at least it sticks out. I went to school with this kid who had a like hole when you have that bump. He had to wear this brace/shield like thingy over his chest because if he ever got hit there hard enough he could die. Man, I hated highschool with a passion! I was the tallest person in the school and kids would always fuck with me. In Jr. High school i spent like 1/2 of my time in ISS for getting into fights. The friggan kids who would start the fights would never get into trouble, but because "i was so much bigger" i should have known better. Seriously by the time i was in 6th grade i was 6' tall then just kept getting taller untill i leveled out at 6'7''. Unfortunatly my family has a history of growing till we're in our late 20's so i won't be surprised if i hit 7'. By the time I was a freshman all the seniors thought it would be cool to fuck with me, but by that time i had atleast learned not to get into fights on school property. They would talk all this shit at school, but as soon as i showed up at a party or something I would be like "whatsup! you wanna talk some shit now!?" and they would be like "nah man, i'm cool". Seriously it sounds like BS but don't worry too much about the social setting in highschool. Do your work and get good grades it will makes things so much easier when you want to go to college. Peace-

My cousins had that problem somewhat. Except it was because he grew so much so fast. He's about 6'5". He also gets laid like it's his occupation. No need to fret!

Yea the ladies seem to have this thing about tall guys. I know all about that! They always use the same pickup line, "You, know you're really tall." But if I'm in a bad mood i'm like "you, know you're really fucking observent" or "you, know you've got two eyes." I just can't stand being asked all the time if i play basketball. I'm like you know you're really short are you a rodeo clown? Peace-

^^ hahaha.... true. I hate that exact line, "You know you're really tall." lmao... wtf am I supposed to say? "Oh really?" "I know."?

I just say, "Hey thanks." then I smile and walk away. If Im moody I say, "Hey, you're pretty average." or, "You know, you're about 5'5."

LOL I like your response "you've got two eyes" LMAO. I gotta use that next time I get a silly comment.

personally, i'd get into a close coroner with that one person, and let all your anger and rage out, I understand that this one person does not deserve all that built up anger and rage, but let loose; beat every last drop of blood there is for his existance. I am a very violent person, and i do appologize for offending anyone for what i have said, but I can never see any reason to bring emotional pains to any human being. just remember he/she does this because they have not been taught a lesson, BE THE TEACHER.