upset

I just found out from my fiance that she had been taking speed since i had been away from her. She says she is not anymore, but i feel betrayed and hurt. i've always been against drugs and I know she had a rough time in high school. But we've been out for three years and been together for a little longer. I just really don't know what to do. I already told her that i forgive her and she said she threw it all away. But i feel like she betrayed my trust and....

I guess i just need to vent a little bit.

I'm so glad that i have this forum to release a little steam. thanks for reading

Why are you upset?
WHY is she doing speed?


Answer those two questions accurately and this forum could help (after I move this to Stress Release of course)...

I'm so upset because she's doing drugs when she had said before that she wouldn't take them

She's taking them because we haven't seen each other in 3 months because she has to make some money to move do to where i am also she has to finish this smester in school.

oh and thnx for moving it for me. I realized afterwards that i clicked the wrong button

I am stronley against the use of meth. I see that shit wreak peoples lives. Are you sure she is not using. Meth is such an addictive drug, watch yourself man. If you suspect she is still using at any point I would get out of the relationship.

Good luck I know what your going through.

Is she using it for practical purposes, such as work and study for longer or for recreational purposes?

Is she using it for practical purposes, such as work and study for longer or for recreational purposes?

Who cares what she is using it for, its not healthy and she needs to stop.

no she was using them because she was trying to forget that we're apart

Wow, that's a great mindset.

It always cures the pain, but causes even more.

Tell her to stop that shit. She needs an ultimatum. I think you should give her one.

I'd take her word that she stopped doing it, but spend as much time with her as you can, just to be sure. Something about it just seems a little fishy to me. If she were really only taking drugs "to help forget that you're apart," I don't know that she'd be doing Meth -- there are many drugs out there that would be much better utilized for that. There may be another reason why she got onto Meth, and if it isn't found and addressed, it could lead her to get back on (or continue) using it.

Take her word for it that she's off it, and has no plans to get back on, then make sure she doesn't get back on it (she may have an addictive personality, so don't expect it to necessarily be an easy venture.) If she does, drop the hammer and don't hesitate to give an ultimatum. If you two really love each other, the potential for keeping that is far more powerful a drive than any drug out there.

Or there's always Pot. At least you two could enjoy that together :naughty: -- Just trying to make as many suggestions as possible!

i've never done any drugs and i don't plan too. Besides pot is worse for you than cigarettes with the chemicals in it. Who said anything about meth. I said speed.

I really don't get it. Of all the drugs to take to forget you're away, why speed?

I agree though, watch her closely and if she goes back make her pick.

You could do what tenguzero said but take it to the next level. Instead of taking pot together, throw a few packages of birth control pills at her and tell her to knock herself out. THEN you two can enjoy it together :naughty:

Get proof shes clean

I lost my first real love to that stuff I can't stress enough get her to test I dont know how long it stays in you but prove shes been clean and demand she starts N/A

if she EVER touches it again walk or send her to rehab that second.

Edit: I hate to sound grim but that drags stuff up for me
I hope and wish the best for both of you!

If you need to talk or she does feel free to contact me whenever

thanks to everybody. We talked and i told her if she touches it again i'm sending her to rehab

Since we're talking about rehab I thought I'd list this.

Narconon (http://www.narconon.org/)

During the typical "drug free week" in high school we had some people come from there that had done things like meth. Aparently this is the best of the best and their success rate is close to 70%.

Anyway, it's just an idea that I hope you don't have to take.

Who cares what she is using it for, its not healthy and she needs to stop.
You are a moron.

To fix the problem, we must first determine the cause.

i've never done any drugs and i don't plan too. Besides pot is worse for you than cigarettes with the chemicals in it. Who said anything about meth. I said speed.
Wrong on both counts.

Cigarettes are worse for you than pot by itself with all of THEIR adulterants and chemicals added.

Meth becomes speed after you mix it with glucose powder. Same stuff, different form, meth IS much more potent though.

Wrong on both counts.

Cigarettes are worse for you than pot by itself with all of THEIR adulterants and chemicals added.

Meth becomes speed after you mix it with glucose powder. Same stuff, different form, meth IS much more potent though.
Actually, comparing the broad leaf of cannabis and the broad leaf of tobacco, cannabis has more carinogens naturally. However, cigarettes adds more carinogens during production and if you have any sense, you'll be smoking the buds of the cannabis plant.

thank you eversio11 thats what i what i meant. It really all depends on where it came from and how they took care of the "crops". Meth and speed are different because of the way that you take it(which is probably what you were saying) She doesn't smoke anything. But she will take pills. I also made her throw away the aderol(sp.) that she had hidden also. I don't want her touching any of it.

You are a moron.

To fix the problem, we must first determine the cause.

I am a moron? So your saying its ok to use meth if its for school etc. All I was trying to say is that no matther what her reasoning is its not good. I agree you need to know the problem I just do not agree with the fact she is using. And now that we know why she is using, "to forget that she is without her boyfriend" Not a good reason.

Actually, comparing the broad leaf of cannabis and the broad leaf of tobacco, cannabis has more carinogens naturally. However, cigarettes adds more carinogens during production and if you have any sense, you'll be smoking the buds of the cannabis plant.

Not to mention, there are veeeery few people in the world who would actaully smoke 20 spliffs a day, every day without fail.

food for thought.

Manufactured, pre-rolled cigarettes in an average dose, as compared to the bud from cannabis, is likely to be more toxic to humans.

my mate died in a car crash when he was on something, dunno what it was, i was too shocked to ask. he drove his car into the back of a semi at 170mph, she gotta stop one way or another. that stuff will ruin your life.