Help....

Ok, I know that this doesnt really have anything to do with cars or anything but I figured that maybe some of you's can help me out...I broke up with my boyfriend because his ex kept telling me that they were always hanging out and that she was having lunch w/ his parents and she was visiting him at work and so on...so I broke up with him becasue i had a feeling that they were like talking again...(they went out for a 1yr and about 6 mnths) well...I started going out with this guy david who I used to really like like a long time ago....we went out b4 but he broke up w/ me after like 3 hours becasue he still had feelings for his ex...(that REALLY hurt cause i REALLY liked him)..well i asked him "is this going to turn out like last time"? and he PROMISED ME that it wouldnt....well...last night...he broke up w/ me saying that he liked me but not enough to go out w. me....lets just say that I vryed for a REALLY long time...well ...I told my ex boyfriend (cameron..the one w. the jeep and camaro)...and I really love cameron..and he's the only one that I have ever loved....seriously...so can someone help me out? like I appologized and I know that he has every single right in the world to be mad at me and to hate me but that really hurts and I wanna get back to gether w. him but i dk how he feels about it and im kinda scared to ask him...any suggestions?