hey Mr. Life...BITE ME!

lets just say things arent going my way


first off lets start with money, i wish i had more, my family is kinda in the shit hole right now becuase my step dad is being raped of half his income every month, and will never get his income tax, my mom becuase she doesnt have a job and shes doing her christian work and helping an elderly lady who is near death,

not only that but i gotta pay this damn speeding ticket and no only that i need to put full coverage on my car pretty friggin quick before it gets repo'd by the dealer, im trying to borrow money everywhere, and i think its gonna come thru but im thinking someothing is gonna take a shit in my face! not only that my policy end in 2 months, and ima have to nenew it, so thats another small lump of money


now my love life, not much really, i been trying to get a girlfreind, but its just not working, i used to get girls all the time, but now im having no luck, i been the nice guy, it doesnt work, i tried being an asshole, and i just dont like myself when im an asshole, and either do girls, i dont know, ive got my eye on a few girls, but there trying to be my freind, it really fucking sucks, and i been so frustrated lately that i been pissing a few off, becuase when i get tired i just say the first thing that pops into my head, i find myself typing up apologies all too often, it sucks becuase im a junior in high school, and over the summer ima be working my ass off, and when enxt year comes i wont really be in school becuase i only have 2 classes, im kinda at a dead end, becuase i soooo dont want to go to college, and i would rather just learn a trade and move on thru a vocational school maybe,


so my life is being turned upside down, everything is falling apart, i really wish i could move out, but this money thing is pissing me off, and i really wish i could get a girlfreind, i mean me freinds are always about going out and messin with "ho's" but i dont want no damn ho's, seems like only girls that do want me are ho's and thats just dirty, i would rather have a reltaionship, with no sex, than have some dirty ass ho, a lot of other stuff isnt going right either but just small stuff, i been trying to concentrate on work, and getting in shape, but it just isnt working out, and i wish i was 18 already, but it wont be for another 8-9 months, cuz if i were 18 i would be able to do so much more as far as work goes

i just thought that if i got this off my chest than maybe i would feel better

im taking deep breathes right now, and i guess its sorta working, but every morning when i wake up, its the same ol shit, just the name of the day is a little different

I know how you feel there Towlie. Just keep pushing along and one day it should all come together for you. I just hope my day comes soon.

Keep that chin up. You will be alright.

Time heals all wounds.

but time doesnt grant u money :(

and well i think ima just stop talkin to girls for a while

i guess its just not worth the work, i figure if there gonna make me work for it, by the time i have them i wont even want them

Originally posted by Towlie

and well i think ima just stop talkin to girls for a while

i guess its just not worth the work, i figure if there gonna make me work for it, by the time i have them i wont even want them

Just when you least expect it is when someone comes along.

Looking doesn't get it done.

i dunno, im so lost right now, im trying everything ic can to make stuff works, its just a lot of stress for someone my age, and ive been thro a stressful life, but this is beginning to really look bad, but some things are looking up, just not what i want to

Originally posted by saturntangerine


Just when you least expect it is when someone comes along.

Looking doesn't get it done.

Not looking doesn't work either.

i dont get it, im such a nice person, and girls will tell me this, but i guess im just too friggin nice

and i quote "your nice, sweet, funny...........a really good freind"

Originally posted by Towlie
i dont get it, im such a nice person, and girls will tell me this, but i guess im just too friggin nice

and i quote "your nice, sweet, funny...........a really good freind"

You're not the only one dude, I get the same thing.

It looks like we are both going thru paragraph 3. I am a senior in high school and going thru the same sh*t you described, almost exactly like you stated.

:eek: :( :( OK heres my take on life u take care of your self and everything else will come. First and farmost is your education, i finnished Highschool thinking im the smartest guy in the the whole world... go back to school .. HELL NO!!! I already know everything ill ever need to know bout life.

First mistake, try finding a good job with out papers. dont think so, dead end jobs makeing just enough to get by, cant help anyone, so what did i do... go to school had GF at the time loved her with all my heart (still do) but i needed to finnish school and get my life togetter stressfull very hard with a GF full time, school full time, work full time. GF left me after 3+ years so she can party.. great i understand but once im rollin in dough u'll see. Lifes hard by your self, but dont worry who said life was EZ...

What im saying is take care of your self do what you have to do your very young focus in school do sumething with your life. Dont worry bout finding a GF right now if you learn to take care of your self some one will find you. Put your self in a position where your above everyone else, dont let family get you down, us it as a reason to get your self outa that situation.

How am i doing.. last year and up to bout half a year ago life sucked ive stressted that here. but i finnish school in September, still single working everyons dream job, makeing very good money helping parents out, looking for brand smakin NEW car ATM too, potential GF('s) got em do i want one yes.. but choose wasely next GF im not letting go. Nice guys dont always finnish last, just do your thing and someone (ppl) will notice you trust me. Im in control of my life now thats what you have to do. dont give up find a goal and shoot for it, make your self known lifes great when your headed straght up. My biggest problems in life atm is (not serious but serious) what $25k+ car should i buy, and who do i take out this week end. life has lessons learn from em!!

:D :D :sun: :flash:

well u do have some good advice, u just got realize, each person is different, and each situation is different, i mean for a person like me in a situation like me, brougth up the way i was, its just a whole lotta shit i gotta deal with, i really want a girlfreind, its something i been wanting but never this much, i love spending time with ppl i care about, a lot of guys want to hang out with girls to try and get soem but im a little different, i just want a strong relationship, all the sex crap can come later, 75% of all my old girlfreinds were all Ho's, and that sucks

but about money, this shit is hard, because i might not have internet here soon becuase my mom and step dad are behind on bills, i mean granted its not a necessity, but i live a lot of my life on the internet, i like the internet more than i like cars, but i mean i could live without the internet, but i might not have a car here soon if i dont get full coverage on it, and i definately gotta pay the speeding ticket, i get scared in my car even now when im doing like 1mph over, not really but u get the point, i guess only time will tell whats gonna happen to me, but i dunno, its like i said, im so confused!


and i havent even mention half of my problems, just the ones that are right here right now

Well, we all wish you the best, but that old saying about life being a bitch is pretty accurate. Make do with what you have as best you can. Work hard for the things you want and with some patience, you'll find most things will work out for you in the long run.

Originally posted by Towlie
i really want a girlfreind, its something i been wanting but never this much, i love spending time with ppl i care about, a lot of guys want to hang out with girls to try and get soem but im a little different, i just want a strong relationship, all the sex crap can come later.


damn dude, same with me!