Stupid fu..................

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN! I hate how I feel right now, I hate being depressed. I'm depressed but partly happy. It's a really really strange feeling, just as bad as being very depressed, but some smiles come through. I was doing just fine a week ago, quit giving two shits about some chick and now I'm back to thinking about her. Fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuck! I can't stand this shit. Are there any girls in this world that don't turn out to be stupid fucking whores who only want to be your friend when you can do something for them? There has to be, but fuck sure the fuck not around here. I always am there to help out people and not expect anything in return. But when it seems you're always doing something over and over, you'd expect a little more respect, but ya, you don't get it. I think today is the day that the nice guy is officially dead. Hi everyone an asshole has just entered the room.


Ah hell, who am I kidding, I've tried to be an asshole before and it just isn't me.

Sadly, it seems as though good women are few and far between. Give it some time though - they're out there.

do you have anything to punch? i have a punching bad set up. even though i use it for a good workout, i still beat the crap out of it for a few moments every once in a while. it really helps.

oh, and screaming while hitting the bag is even better. well since i know nothing about women, i will say that you should have a good night out playing pool with the guys. i cant stop playing, it is really addicting.

do you have anything to punch? i have a punching bad set up. even though i use it for a good workout, i still beat the crap out of it for a few moments every once in a while. it really helps.

oh, and screaming while hitting the bag is even better. well since i know nothing about women, i will say that you should have a good night out playing pool with the guys. i cant stop playing, it is really addicting.
I really do need a punching bag. I've punched the door, my bed, my pillows, the wall, and kicked a few things too.

The thing about going out with the guys. Yea thats fun and all, but Im getting kind of sick of it when we go out. It's fun, but not fun at the same time. I guess my mind is just warped, b/c I love to party and have a good time, but at times I just feel like an old man and just wanna chill and hang out. I'm only 23 and im passed the stage of going out almost every night. Twice a week is good enough for me. I dont know I just really want to be happy again, thats really all it boils down to. Thus far there hasn't been anything or anyone except one, but shes just a number on the list of problems and stupid whores. It really wasnt until this year, that i noticed how good things are for me, but how unhappy and alone I feel.

look bro, this happens to every man out there. everyone gets to a point that you feel lonely, you want someone in your life, not another one nightstand but a girl who you know will be there by your side in the morning when you wake up. everyone grows up and realizes that they aint getting any younger and need someone. (some may deny it but we all feel it inside). women complain that men are dicks but never stop to realize how much they can damage us too. well the good news is that 23 is young, still young enough to find someone. the bad news is that it is difficult and lonely going at it alone. the trick is not to look for it. occupy yourself in something else, something to better yourself, do something for you and that will help you get your mind off crap, you'll meet the one for you eventually just keep your eyes open

When you find one of the good ones, you'll appreciate her all the more. She'll then sense your deep appreciation and give you hot sex. Conclusion = you win. So cheer up, bud.

When you find one of the good ones, you'll appreciate her all the more. She'll then sense your deep appreciation and give you hot sex. Conclusion = you win. So cheer up, bud.
:lol: That's funny as hell. I've been sitting around for last few hours just watching tv and thinking. Decided that I'm gonna try and go back to the point where I just didn't give a fuck about anyone or anything.

Next week when it finally gets into the mid to low 70's I'm gonna start running just to clear my head and b/c its good for the body.

Thanks for everyones input. I just wake up and get in these funks sometimes and just lose my head.

I know how you feel. Sometimes the funks can last for days or weeks for me.

Sadly, it seems as though good women are few and far between. Give it some time though - they're out there.


Men are also few and far between.

It's not only a woman who can be a whore..A man can as well, then they go home and beat their wife for bitching about where he's been.

At the expense of sounding like The Sphinx from Mystery Men..... It is only when you are comfortable with your life that you can allow someone to feel the same way. Good luck in your quest. Until then, find yourself.

Cheers,
Micah