Just caught with booze, cigs, weed and adderol...all at the same time...

I have never had any problems with my parents other than the normal bickering and off and on fights here and there, but after last night im sure im fucked. Im a good kid. about a 3.0 GPA, i got accepted into college for a mechanics diploma, and i've worked at McNaziCamp for the last 7 1/2 months at $6.50 an hour with MANY 7+hour days with no breaks and so on...anyways...in the last two weeks a lot of stuff has come down on me. My GF dumps me three times in a two day period :screwy: (This is my first GF since a year and a half ago when I went out with Molly for TWO YEARS) I quit my job because my boss was a blatent sexist and scapegoated me for everything she could find possible. (Almost everyone I worked with agrees with me, so im not just saying that) Then there is this jealus bitch girl that put sugar in my gas tank (my truck) and bragged about how funny it was knowing that i had to take all that shit apart and clean it out and everything plus missing work for three days because I had no gas tank...Then she goes and tells people that my best friend moved to her dad's because i got her pregnant and that i FORCED her to move there, ok wtf she moved because her mom shoots up heroin every night. The jeaulus girl is doing all of this to get Jen to break up with me (which she did three times already....) because she asked me out half year agoish and i told her no because i wasn't ready to try dating after the whole deal with Molly. Long story short-I went to Aniak Alaska for a month to see cousins and she went to Seattle and found someone else and fucked him AND his best friend...at the same time...well I end up forgiving her for it then a month later SHE DUMPS ME because she can't "live with the pain she put me through." I forgave that bitch and thats what I get in return. Well one day I noticed her missing from school, then that day turned into a month. Found out she lives in Seattle with her new fiancee (sp?) basically they got engaged and his rich ass parents baught them a house and now shes pregnant...she is only 8 days older than me. (not even 18 yet)..and i'll just stop there. ANYWAYS I guess the whole point of this thread is what happend to me last night. I am pretty damn stressed out about all this happening to me in such a small time frame and I just can't deal with it. Just the thing that happend with Molly a year ago is almost too much for me...then all of this thrown on top of it along with a LOT of stuff im not even ganna put in here (Money I was saving=GONE, best buddy has owed me over $150 for more than three months and I havn't seen a DIME, CONSTANT truck problems, horrible asthma attacks, social problems...) pretty much everything all kids deal with, but the topper was last night. My parents know I smoke a LITTLE bit, as in a cig every couple days or so and they REALLY don't like it and yell at me all the time for it. But my parents NEVER suspected me of drugs or drinking. Last night I just COULD NOT take it anymore. I sat in my truck at the end of the driveway listening to Modest Mouse on my ghetto cd player I can't even afford, sniffing Adderol, smoking weed, drank like 5 beers, half a liter bottle of 99 proof apples schnopps or whatever in the hell, and I smoked an entire pack of cigs...all that in like a 5 1/2 hour time. Well my DUMB AS SHIT SELF decided to pass out on the floor of my truck and I wake up groggy as shit (not even being able to tell whats going on) to my dad SCREAMING at me just FURIOUSLY insane omg...it was terrible. Im fucking laying on the floor of my truck with a gawdamn pipe, empty pack of cigs, a half empty liter of schnopps, my almost empty bottle of Adderol (I take it for ADD) just laying around me... Even right now im still not even close to being sober and I feel HORRIBLE. Not just for what I did to myself but what I did to my parents...I don't want a bunch of faggots to write back saying I want attention or some BS because if anything thats the last thing I want. And I didn't go to my truck PLANNING on doing all that. I was just ganna have a cig and a beer and try to relax a little...but then I remembered the bottle (which was closed) I had under the seat that I was going to give to Jay (guy that owes me $150ish) the next day and decided to have a little...after i got a third through that I remembered that im WAY too nice of a guy and that I let Jay keep his stash in my truck, so then I took that out...Then I went inside to go to the bathroom and all and saw my pills sitting on the sink counter and though "what the hell im in far enough already"...I dunno this is something I would have never thought of myself doing before this all happend...I mean, before last night I have smoked with Jay maybe two times...and I have only drank hard liquior one time before that...God I just don't know what to do now...I wouldn't be suprised if my parents kicked me out of the house...I seriously could have just fucked up my whole middle aged years last night....I can't even remember what my parents told (YELLED) at me while I was just sitting there! I guess im just writing this to see what I should do now, and saying goodbye to the forum if they do kick me out...because I know they will if something else terrible doesn't happen....

Well, I can say, I know where your coming from...but..I dont think you did the right thing by turning to drugs/alcohol..I have done the same.. many times..and It only helps for the amount of time your drunk/stoned, then when you sober up...its either the same way it was when u started, or its worse. Lifes a bitch aint it? :banghead:

Seems like the root of your problem is women.

This is why I'm a complete ass to girls when I first meet them... if they can take it in stride and realize I'm joking, then they usually wont pull stupid shit like the ones did to you.

High school isn't a time to find a girl or get into their silly politics :banghead:

One way or the other your going to be fucked for the short term.

All I can suggest is that you sit down with your folks and explain what happened. Admit to the things that they don't know about. Tell how you honestly feel. Try to work out what should be done about it and accept the consequences. I'd guess they are just scared and worried about what they saw. Parents almost universally want to think the best of their kids and having that image shattered is a hard pill to take.

I wish you the best in this and hope you get yourself straightened out.













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Thanks guys...im just dreading them coming home from work...It's not that im scared, and i almost feel relieved that i get to talk to them about this...kinda odd, but i don't want them to think bad of me. And yeah after that two years of wasted life and fighting like a married mexican couple I didnt have a gf for another year and then i get this haha. Shows me to try... :screwy: For the most part ALL of my friends are girls so it is tempting to try to be more. Also its not like i have a problem with drugs or anything, its just last night that i hit really hard...I just wanted to escape everything thats happening and i did for the 45 mins that i was passed out, but it did make things WAY worse than it was before. Im going to tell them what i did with my condition and everything, im just afraid since im the oldest son (even they have said im kinda the guiny pig test subject for my little brother) that neither them or I have gone through anything like this before....I hope it goes well but i just have a gut feeling something VERY bad is going to happen to me for it. Not that i dont deserve that, but i just want something to happen that will just get rid of all of this...I just wanna say that im not complaining or saying my life is horrible, i know people out there have it way worse than me. It just feels like god took a dump on me and likes to smear it in my face once and a while :(

any good parent wants the best for their kids. I doubt they will kick you out of the house for that. They were prolly really mad because they were worried that you could be messing up your life. Remember your parents dont know half the crap that goes on in your life. They see their kid passed out on the floor of his pickup truck with booze, beer, cigs and what ever else you were doing, they are going to get scared and think you do this type of thing all the time. So they get mad, yell at you, give youa guilt trip all in an efford to set to straight. But you really need to explain to them how you got into that whole situation and that, that is not who you are and it was just kind of a onetime stupid thing. Admit your stupidity, apologize, promise it will never happen again, explain why you did it, and you should be fine. After that they might even feel bad for you.

Follow all the advice above. Definitely talk to your parents. But if they yell do NOT yell back it will make things harder. Just remain calm and hear them out as well.

I dated a girl once who by the age of 17 was an alcoholic, in and out of the pavilion 5 times(a mental facility), anorexic, and had more family problems than anyone i had ever known. Both parents were acoholics, her brothers were drug addicts and alcoholics, and parents were divorced and remarried twice. Needless to say the relationship didnt last too long because "I was to good for her." But she didn't know i cared a lot about her. I know what it feels like to deal with crazy girls like that.

However, after talking to her a few months ago i found out that her parents were back together and had quit drinking, her brothers all got good jobs and kicked their habits(one drives a new mach1 and sold my current g/f her new cellphone). She's no longer anorexic and thinks the world is crashing down on her. If an entire family can turn around in a period of two years, i'm sure you can get over all the bullshit in your life, quit drinking and smoking and try to make something of it before it's to late, yogs is right, talking about your problems with your parents is the best way to go, maybe even get a good counselor or something.

Just remember most parents who care yell and scream b/c they want the best for their kids and when something like what happened with you happens they feel like they've messed up along the way in raising you. They feel let down. I know b/c i've been yelled out for practically everything mostly for lieing. Just listen to what they have to say and try not to get on the defensive.

Yeah im not ganna yell and scream or anything, its just I wish i would have been able to wake up and put it all away, or not done it at all, or not as much at least...It was only a one time thing and it would have been best if it was just my dumass self that knew about it heh. I know they care and im pretty sure they wont scream at me, they are more of the "im not mad at you just disapointed" kinda parents. I know that they are going to overreact though, wich is expected. Im already seeing a pyshcologist person (thats why im on adderol) The thing that bugs me most though is that they didn't seem to care much about the booze or drugs, but more abou the ciggarettes. And i think they mostly cared about that because they know i have horrible asthma and dont want me to die walking around or something from exhaustion. How should i feel or what should i do when they get home though? I almost feel calm about it because i know im not going to do that again and that i never have before...but i feel wrong feeling calm and relaxed about it because i know my rents are at work right now worrying their asses off...Damn leave it to me to turn a already bad situation worse heh.

Oh yeah, i also wanted to say that the stuff going on in my life right now isn't even that bad. I mean its hard on me, like really hard, but not hard enough to get me do that. Im just starting to remember what i did last night :sly: and i think it started with the 100 proof i drank almost all of. about a fourth through it i couldnt think straight and then i remember thinking "It will be even funner if i do more stuff!" and it all went downhill from there...All i wanted was some alone time and a beer and cig to settle down a bit, then i turned it into a bad scene from a movie... :banghead:

Shit man, i feel really bad for you. That sucks. But the bitch you were dating, is honestly not good enough for you, if she was like that you can find someone so much better. Someone that pretty much worships you.
About the jealous ho that put sugar in your gas tank, revenge is a bitch.....just remember that.........but not just for her. That's my point. Dont do anything back, you'll just have to get it up the ass for a while from this obsessed bitch and eventually the fat ass ho will leave you alone.

But life is like this. Life will be good then a bunch of stuff will just HIT you all at once, then you'll get that straight and life will be good for a while a repeat.

I'm in a lot of trouble with the police right now, but i'm just going to have to get through it. Just hang in there, everything will get sorted out.

Well dad gets home in 15 minutes...im kinda freaking out...The worst trouble i was ever in is when they found a cigarette but from one of my friends in the truck...and they freaked out even knowing it wasn't mine. This is like a MULTITUDE of times worse....yeah im definately freaking the hell out...

Physciatrist(sp?)/Phsycologist. Have to do with therapy etc.You mentioned you haveADD. I also have ADD and in order to get meds to treat add you need a Rx by a neurologist by state law(NY). Also in school you are in SPED(Special Ed) and the school by law has to classify you and so on. Its a big ordeal and crap. But don't freak out just remain calm. If you freak out it will just get you worked up and then it snowballs down hill from there.

Yeah now I am shitting my pants in fear. They have been home for a while now and they are just walking around talking on the phone acting like everything is ok...plus they are acting akwardly nice to me...like blatently obviously nice...not fake nice, but just...really odd, I dunno im starting to think they are stalling for tonight to really rip into me about it...theres nothing more that i want to do than jump in my truck and just drive away for a while...but i will wait for tonight and see what happens...i can just tell there is something REALLY not right happening...

If they are not doing anything, in my experience, they just don't know what to do about the situation at hand. They will bring it up eventually and when they do, just be cool and tell them whats on your mind. :) Everything should be alright.

Well they are putting my brother and sister to bed right now, and im getting pretty worried again...its just so odd of them to not say ANYTHING and be so nice out of nowhere...Hope this goes well and that im still living here within the next 2 hours... :uhoh: This sucks so bad...

Not to make you feel even worse or anything, but in my experience, parents get real nicey nice and avoid a confrontation when they are way passed the point of screaming and yelling.

Either that, or they realize that screaming and yelling wont help anything. Like they said, just explain whats going on.

I really don't know what to think...I went to bed early so i didn't have to confront them maybe or i dunno just went to bed early, and after a half hour they come in and i think "here we go now it comes" and they just sat on the bed and laughing my mom asked "now when we wake up are you ganna be in this same spot? No open medicen or booze or cigarettes this time?" I kinda was just stunned and i nodded yes and they were like "ok well gnight" and went upstairs... :eek7: I have no idea what to do or think now...Thanks for the help guys I stayed calm and everything but what is expected after that...!? :uhoh:

Ha, I think your in the clear man.

You felt like shit afterwards right? You know that and they know that. Sometimes I just think parents wait it out so your own paranoid thoughts can do the punishing for them. :D

Just dont do it again, alright? :p