any of the girls on, Would you Give this up?

I am 19 and clueless as what to do.
I was with this girl for 1 year and 8 months. On our first date I fell in love with her and I decided to become a good caring person. I saw her every day for our time together. We spent all of our free time together. I gave up Dirt track racing and demolition derbies for her Because they took up too much time and money.
8 Months ago she moved on with me. In that time i found a side of me that I never knew was there. When we got into arguments I hit her. Nothing serious but still way out of line. It happened 13 times. I am now getting counciling. It really helps me. I don't flip out like i used to.
In our time together I showed her every way that I loved her. I did all of the small things that most guys don't do. I bought flowers and cards for no reason, I made an engraving in a coffee table of our pictures and names with roses and heart. I always did things like that. I used to take her out all of the time. We used to sit in front of a lake until the sun would come up and just hold eachother.
I put my life infront of hers twice. One time I wrecked a car. When I realized I was not going to regain control, I jumped on her. So she wouldn't get hert. I went through the windshield and woke up to her screaming. She thought that I was dead. The second time we were burning old couches and stuff. A shot gun shell went off and I pushed her back and stood in the way. I got two of the pellets in my Sholder.
Our time together was like those love stories that you see on TV. We were both so happy and loving to eachother. We did anything we could to be together.
About a month ago I got arrested for some stuff that I had part in for the last three years. In about six months or so I'm looking at about two years in jail.
In the next couple of weeks we were planning on buying a house together. So, we decided to move to her parents house for the time being. We spent two nights there together. Everything seemed fine. That wednesday she went to work. She kissed me and sayed she loved me. So I spent the day painting and doing things for her. That afternoon she came back with a PFA against me. She also had a date with a real dirtbag the same night. My mom works for the courts and she showed me his record. So, I left and have been staying at my parents house.
She has taken all of the furniture which was all name brand and expensive stuff. All together it coust like $15,000. She also took a 1991 Mitsubishi 3000GTthat I completely redid. For some reason I had it in her name. All I got was my clothes and small personal things.
In the last few days I put a photo album together for her. It has pictures, Quotes and poems that I wrote. I gave it to her and she didn't even shed a tear. She just told me that I was a piece of shit that never cared about her.
I love her very deeply and would do anything to get back with her. I know that I could move on. And I will fall in love again. But my heart is so filled with her that I when I go out I don't even look at other girls. I feel like part of me is missing. I know that your first true love is the hardest to get over. But I would do anything to prove myself to her.
What should I do?
What are some other ways I could show her how much I love her?
Sorry to have put this much but I'm really stressed out about her.
If you have any advice e-mail me at [email protected].
Thanks

listen man, stop posting this stupid story. I can see this three times right now in off topic all under different threads. Please just stop, its annoying. As far as i'm concerned if this story is true (anyone smell BS) you should be in jail and your girl should leave you. you hit her? what a f***ing scumbag, how low could you be.


another thing I've been wondering about... why did you sign up to this website to post this story? wtf? whatever to each his own.

oh yeah and a year and a half? I guess it seems like a long long time, but in reality it is nothing when measured against your lifetime... so don't sweat it. if it was meant to be it would be... obviously it isn't working out so move on.



P.S. :nono:DON'T HIT GIRLS:nono:.... all it shows is that you feel inadequate and need to make yourself feel better by taking out your aggrerssions on someone not as physically powerful as you.... try it with someone your own size and you would get your ass whipped.

Ok. Sorry its on here three times. its my first time using this site. No its not the reason I joined this site. Im working on putting my ride on here. Yes its true its not bs. obviosly you have never been in love before. thats why it says girls. This is not a guy to guy kind of thing. It is a guy to a girl kind off thing. So back off and give me some time.

jeez, move on. You don't hit something you love. You don't hurt something you value. You need to go threw counseling and get your temper checked out. It seems to me that if you get back with her without getting any help, you are just going to hit her again (no matter what you think) and hurt her again, and will only make the situation far worse. Time to become a man and move on, and stop taking your aggression on this girl. Find out ways how to, that you got to do on your own.

Move on. She's a lost cause. The fact she has been playing you means that you need to find someone else. The fact you hit her 13 times means you should be in jail.

Either way, let her go and staighten your life out.

Ok. Sorry its on here three times. its my first time using this site. No its not the reason I joined this site. Im working on putting my ride on here. Yes its true its not bs. obviosly you have never been in love before. thats why it says girls. This is not a guy to guy kind of thing. It is a guy to a girl kind off thing. So back off and give me some time.



Actually I am very much in love with my girlfriend. And it is the truest feeling i have ever felt for another human being. Just the thought of me or another person hurting her makes me sick. and if i were the one to hurt her i wouldn't be able to live with myself, I would rather leave her than let it come to that, because she deserves better than to be hurt by someone she loves.

If you love this girl as much as you say then let her go... she doesn't deserve to be hurt. you said yourself you took a bullet or some shit for her because you wanted to protect her and not let her get hurt... well look at it now only with you hitting her... take another "bullet"... just let her go.

All I want to know is WHY THE HELL was there a shot gun shell in the couch? WTF?

And how'd he react fast enough to take the shot? It's not like you know a shell's going to explode before it happens in that instance, and to know exactly where it would go off.

and what about... " realizing he couldn't regain control of the car he threw himself on top of her to protect her" ????how do you throw yourself from the drivers seat onto the ( i'm assuming) passenger seat in a car? actually i just though maybe its a bench seat? so i guess it could work... well anyway like I said before anyone smell BS??? sounds like a little soap opera to me.

Well and what the hell will that protect her from? She'll just watch your ass fly through the windshield and get thrown with him most likely. And I don't know about anybody else on here, but I've never given up when I was losing control of a car. You don't just give up and say, "fuck it" mid-slide and decide to lay on your girlfriend hoping that will protect her from...well actually that wouldn't protect her from shit, if she was wearing her seatbelt that's more than you could do by laying on her.

Well and what the hell will that protect her from? She'll just watch your ass fly through the windshield and get thrown with him most likely. And I don't know about anybody else on here, but I've never given up when I was losing control of a car. You don't just give up and say, "fuck it" mid-slide and decide to lay on your girlfriend hoping that will protect her from...well actually that wouldn't protect her from shit, if she was wearing her seatbelt that's more than you could do by laying on her.

Exactly if you are past the point of reagining comtrol of the car then you would try to control the approch angle of the object you are about to hit.

You only need to post this topic ONCE, post it once more and it's spam, post it once more and you're gone.

well anyway like I said before anyone smell BS??? sounds like a little soap opera to me.
im with you man, it does sounds a lil fishy, i just didnt say anythin' cuz i dont want nobody's drama :disappoin

Go on, you can always find another woman. You don't have to stick with the girl you have been with for a long time.

Get a grip these sob stories are all over the place. Just move on and be done with it. Wasn't meant to be there is no one here or anywhere that can explain why, when, and how to you. But yeah sometimes it feels good to vent your emotions slash feelings. If you want to vent do it in the stress relief forum, this thread is going nowhere quickly. Best of luck with you're troubles... and remember we're all in this together at some point and time.