My Long Rant

[Music On: Limp Bizkit "Hotdog" (a very fitting song, check out the lyrics)]

Let me just start off by saying...fuck. I should really feel better though, considering i lost weight, and look better, I also got a "new" car for better or for worse..

The Girl.
You all are tired of reading stories of how peoples relationships are getting fucked up, but this is part of my rant so..
This girl. I dont know how to put it. I just have never felt this way about someone. A couple weeks ago I just told her the way i felt. EVERYTHING. I "Wore my heart on my sleeve" as you could say. Then for the 3 or 4 weeks that passed after i told her, she didnt talk to me unless i started the conversation. And im not a great conversationalist at that. And when we did talk it was very awkward. Well, on Friday she was talking to some friends (they are my friends too, so..) and she mentioned how some older guy is taking her out over the weekend (TONIGHT) Let me say that A: She met him over the internet, and B: He doesnt even live locally. After she was done talking, she just gave me a look. I tried to just smile, even though it was pretty hard, so here i am, typing this shit up while shes out having a good time with this guy, who i already want to bash over the head with a really large blunt object.

Part 2.
Well..i did meet this girl the other day (actually i knew her for a long time, its just now we started talking.)She always plays with me. Not sexually, or anything, she always pretends shes writing on me (she sits behind me in class), and sometimes she'll pat me on the head. :lol2: She is older then me though, i dont know if she has a boy friends, and when she was single, some other guy asked her out, and he got turned down pretty bad. Shes also friends with a whole buncha ass holes.

The Car.
Yes, as mentioned before i got a "new" (In the sig) car. Im getting pretty pissed off at that too. Right now, the interior is all apart, as im trying to fix my HVAC shit, (not very succesfully). I also just replaced my water pump (22 miles ago) and its leaking again. Not to mention leaking oil.

Other Shit
My computer. Latley its been acting up. A total POS. Locks up every 5 fucking minuets, and barley has enough memory to power one window.

shitty buzz. I know where your coming from tho, I've been having a lot of "shit hit the fan" recently, not a happy time in my life, but this is how i see it

when you where a baby, you would shit your pants, and walk around in it for a while, then somebody would help you clean up. then as you grow older, people get tired of whiping your ass and cleaning up your shit, so you learn to do it yourself

so.. in better terms

When shit happens, just wander around in it for a bit, see if someone will help you "whipe your ass" and get back on your feet, or take the task upon yourself and clean up your mess.

Im not preaching to you, but thats just how I see it, my lifes story right there. shit happens, clean it up, then shit happens again, and so forth.

This will definately help you put life in perspective when you're on top of the world again. Ditch the bitch, she's just playing with you. You don't need people like that in your life. :thumbsup:

Trust us, ditch the bitch, I just told my ex to fuck off today instead of beggin her to take me back. I feel like a million bucks.

Very true.If that other girl you were talking about,the one who pretends she's writing on you ,playing like she's hitting you.Well,Duh!!! She likes you.Women have a funny way of showing that they are interested in you.A woman who's not interested will do the opposite of what I just described.Well,that is untill they see that you don't give a damn!!!So just play like you could'nt give two shits.Better yet,don't give two shits in reality.

Trust us, ditch the bitch, I just told my ex to fuck off today instead of beggin her to take me back. I feel like a million bucks.
Yes,it always feels right to do the right thing.I've had to release excess baggage a few times.It always feels feels extra sweet when you see her having problems with some asshole who could not give a damn about her.At least that's how I used to feel.Now, I just say"Best of luck.If she hits it off with him,oh well.But,I'm a firm believer in "What goes around comes around."

well, atleast i have some good news now. My computer, is finally runing right, and i just ordered a whole bunch of new shit for my Thunderbird. Oh yeah, the girl who i liked started talking to me again, but like i said, that other girl, her friends are fucktards. I am about this close to pulling out a fucking tire iron on two of her male friends. But yeah.. so almost everything is starting to go okay.. :) And my spring break just finally started.

a lot of shit has been happening to me lately too. but i am just trying to live through it, and my 300zx im getting in a couple of weeks is helping me a lot, my only true happiness is when im around cars, thats how i mostly feel. growing up is a bi**h.

p.s. camaro ss boy, where did you get that little 300zx in your sig?

http://www.50mb.net :) Theirs a thread about the animated car gif's in the OT Section