Lost in the confusion...

Ok, heres the deal, I have a very good friend whom I care about very deeply, I hardly EVER get to see her, but we still keep in contact via email, chat, and phone, and once in a while we spend the day together. Today we spent the day together around my stomping grounds and at my house, took in breakfast, a movie, hung out, and good stuff like that. On the way taking her back to her place(other side of state) I had a feeling that Ive not really had around her before and am saddened by it and happy because of it at the same time. She fell asleep on my shoulder, and I kissed her forehead, and made sure she was comfortable and realized that, I didnt want to let her go. I didnt want to see her fade away again. Why does she live so far away? Damnit, all the girls I know around here are cool and all, but they are just... dumb, they usually just date a guy based on if he's cute, and all we really do is flirt back and forth, but this girl, she's different, we connect, I depresses the crap out of me everytime I have to go the opposite direction that she's in. Sorry for anyone that was bored by this, I just needed to get that off my chest, didnt know what section to put it in, so I figrued COT would be fine, if it needs moved, go ahead mods, but yeah, that's my spiel.

i know what ya mean brotha. Why not try to get her up to your place for next weekend or somthing.. just as a "friend" thing. Maybe you two will get serious

Feel sorry for you, but no real advice coming from me.