anybody know where i can find one of these for a 2005 outback xt thanks

I use the online service manual offered by Alldata.com

It's owned by AutoZone.

Costs $24.95 for a one-year subscription for the first vehicle and $14.95 for the second vehicle. You can print out diagrams and schematics and service procedures. Takes a little while to figure out where to find what you're looking for, but I think it's a pretty good deal.

Hope this helps.